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GB stepdown party
Saturday, May 23, 2009 || 7:44 AM


Hey! Yesterday was Gb stepdown party...hahaha...was fun!
Suddenly so long never blog so not in the mood to write alot... D;
But I will try to say everything in a short and sweet way...ahaha... XD
Okays...it was a kinda busy day...coz we weren't finish with the preperation...
So...everything was a rush espically when only me and michelle know what is going on...
Well cause it was hard to communicate with the others so I gave them last minute things...
I was laughing all the way...its like see alright...nyahahaha...XD I love it...I wana see it again!
After school was Gb meeting...everything went smoothly...I hope everyone enjoy playing the games...
I hope the seniors like their present too...hahaha...XD I am really happy that everything went well too...
Is all this enough to descibe what happened? Short and Sweet...yeah I still got something need to say!
" I BOUGHT VAMPIRE KNIGHT VOLUME 9! YEAH! :D" okay...lol... x] I know...but it was finally out!

Okay...now about NDP...it sucks totally today...but the other good stuff is like a secret...XD
Okay...here is a summary of wad some random rant of mine so don't mind!

"Seriously! Why did you choose to let ppl with such sheet drill to come for NDP? I am not saying that I am good in it.
But I am feel that they alone are making our contigent go haywire and look bad... D; I feel very sad... DX This sucks!
I really want to question those ppl who said that our GB contigent is the best...was that praise a empty one? Shucks...
I wish that everything can go smoothly. Why can't those with sucky drill do some practice in their company? Arhhhh...
And I don't like the fact that we are sacrificing our saturady and this is wad we get form our officer...I know...
We are humans...not some puppet or animal! Okay! Arhhhhhhhh! DX Okay...I am done with my ranting...yeah..."

Okay...whatever I had grudge on is out...a burdern was finally off me! XD hehehe... x]
Overall...I should say today NDP rehearsal was the most tiring...I was late for the meeting too...
I wanted to sleep more but I can't...we also marched 1.6 km today...wohoooo...hahaha...XD
Today was like the almost full rehearsal...they even had a car with this fake "president"...lols... ;D
NCC and NCDCC came this week and we had full attendance for our Girls Brigade yeah...hahaha...
Oh yeah...and I noticed that the National Defence Force's rifle got this thing on it which make it like a torch...
Hahaha....oh...and the police guys were like singing to "Home" when is was playing when everyone left...
It was so cute and funny...hahaha...some NCC and NCDCC guys tried to sing too...lols... XD
I got to go for now so yeah...sayonara...byes... ;D Cya soon...on my next post... XD
The picture above was found when I was searching and looking for a suitable pic...
Sorry if it is isn't clear...hahaha...XD


NDP CCR1
Sunday, May 17, 2009 || 8:35 AM

[credits to the photographer of NDP...]


Heyy! I am back from buying a new cheapskate black earphone... *ewww* "3
But I like the colour...hahaha... ;D Yesterday I was too tired to blog about the NDP rehearsal...
Everything was so cool yesterday! XD Okayokay...I shall tell you guys about it in order... x]
I reached the GBC and Michelle reached a few mins later so we went to the multimedia room next...
We took our attendance and was ask to fall in and do resizing...next we were introuduce to Ms Angeline...
She went to NDP the last 6 years and came this time as a helper...yeah...she is a real funny woman... XD
We had our uniform check and yeah...then Shu Yuan arrived...Ms Angeline gave us a talk about NDP stuff...
The bus arrived so we got up this charterted 852 bus...oh yeah and something akward happend...not telling...XP
Got into Nee Soon camp and this guy passed Shu Yuan a Communication Radio Transmitter...then he said:"
You know how to use anot? You stuff this thing into your ear then talk." Then we all laughed... XD
Shu Yuan turned around and commented," You think this thing easy to use arh?" Then he smiled...awww... ;D
Oh...so he got to stuff the thing in his ear so he asked me to hold the post for him...then I was like...yeah... "3
Then we got into the hall and had our lunch which is charterted from Singapore Food Industry...yummy... >.<

After that the other unifrom group came except for NCDCC and NCC cause of some reason so yeah... D;
We had some static drill and training for the timing and music...yeah...slack slack... :] Break was relaxing...
Then we had our first two trail run...was kinda pissed of with the ppl asking us to dig in our heels and stuff...
Was tiring...abit...then we had our rest in the hall where we watched a lame video of clumsy ppl...ahaaa...
Then I was laughing nyhahaha...XD Then it was the GOH contigent turn to show us their drill...so cool...
Their bang was solid...then the commander was like:" Those wearing studs on their boots pls don't bang.
I scared the floor later break." Hahaha...XD Then they did the rifle thing...then they were like up up up...
We went for our next trail run and then our rehearsal without the trainers...was cool...we were better...
Before the thing the same akward thing happened again...o.O Sigh...but I don't why I feel happy... ._.
For the second trail without the trainers...the commander commented us as one of the best contigent...
Then after not long...he started saying where is our dressing...why aren't we digging in our heels?
Was that best contigent just a cheer up comment? Sigh... "3 Anyways...the whole GOH contigent was cool!
They were like shooting for real for the rehearsal...It was really loud and nice... ;D Love it! XD Gosh...
After everything we did the NDP cheer and time to go home...yeah...sads though...hahaha...XD

Hahaha Song! ;D
Friday, May 15, 2009 || 7:40 AM



Matsu! Exams are over so...this video is for fun...I find it funny...so yeah...the song is cute too...yeah...yunho and micky...hahaha...XD They are uber cute and funny singing the hahaha song...the part where micky fell...the part where yunho was trying to pull micky's "armpit hair" and then he stop and took the board with a cute smile...and them with the dorky specs...the smacking os the tie that yunho was wearing...the part where they bow down together...they were trying to sing but were chuckling. Their directors of this video were laughing their heads off at the back when fliming this video...so yeah...thats cute to me... ;D Sigh...if I can have this kind of fun time too... "3 Well...enjoy this funny and cute video...Oh, Stella...this is the video I was talking about...the hahaha song...

♥너라고 Its you.
|| 5:54 AM



Hey! I like this song...was introuduced to by Jasmine [fan of super junior] Yeah...I thinks this is the best song I heard from them...this video is kinda nice...with all the members walking and lip-singing with a heartbroken look on their face. The dance was nice...for once I agree to Jasmine the Kim Kibum smile is entrancing but I prefer yunho more...XP Hahaha...XD Oh, and there I notice that Siwon is from super junior too...I thought he was an actor...kinda weird to see him in the MV but his singing is good... ;D There is this guy in pink shirt...his voice is nice...like it... ;D There is this chubby guy in the MV he is so cute...his voice is nice too... After all...I still feel that it is very weird to have all 13 boys in a group...the company shouldn't have done it at first...sigh...anyways...I like this song...catchy...


Keming Primary School
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 || 10:53 PM


Here is a quiz my friend made so yeah...I did it. I really miss my primary school life. The friends and the good times we had...yeah...hahaha...XD Come to think of it, our jokes we had in class are much more funnier than the jokes I have in my class now. Sigh...time passes fast...so here I present you the quiz of primary school life of PLUMP CHCKEN JIN FENG! ;D I know about the pic above and yeah...I eat alot kays...I am very fat when I was in primary school... XP I am in the middle...XD


1. Which school did you go to?
- Keming Primary School! ;D

2. What classes were you in?
- 1BB 2B 3C 4DD 5 Sapphire, 6 Sapphire

3. What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
- PE because always play captain's ball and running 1.6km with class
- Chinese because every time can joke around and yeah...hahaha... XD
- Maths for primary 4 because Mr Loh lessons are fun...
- English because got times when new words and funny ones come up...

4. If you could remember, what time was your recess?

- 9 plus 10 plus...what I think is 10.25 I don't really quite remember...

5. List down your favourite food/snacks
- Wanton noodle
- Nasi Lemak
- Mee Siam
- Peanut small pao
- Laksa
- Lots more...but can't remember... "3


Style
1. Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?
- Have...I am called chicken rice or white chicken... =.=
- I hate it like sheet...but sometimes it is funny when we start quarreling...

2. How did you wear your socks?
- Like all the others with the Keming socks...kinda high...
- I am the nerd look but not a bookworm kinda geek...

3. Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
- Nah...the way I wear is the correct way...which means I am guai guai...
- Hahaha...I love the way Fiona wears our school uniform...got style... ;D

4. Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
- Nothing though...probably I am too good... XD *Not really*

5. Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
- Mr Loh, Mdm Sheia, Ms Teo and Mrs Tang
- Sue Huey, Fiona, Charis, Zahid, Yi Xiang, lots more...


Punishment
1. Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
- Don't remember though...but I was called frequently during class...
- My marks was usually the lowest during primary 5...so yeah...Mrs Loo will like "Jin Feng..."

2. How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
- Never once...but if you mean mentally...I am not most of the time...hehehe...XD

3. Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
- Never once...I always left to shoulder all the responsility... ><.

4. Did you vandalize any school property?
- Did I? Maybe...I drew on the table...hehehe... ;D

5. Did you ever make any teacher cry?
- That is way out of my ability...

6. Who was your favourite teacher?
- Got two...Ms Teo and Mr Loh

7. Describe your DM.
- Ms Koh...she is one hell of a discipline mistress. ._.
- I almost cried when she scolded us once...scary...
- But when you get to know her...she is really friendly... ;D

8. Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
- yeah...but I forgot her name...she was my primary 5 english teacher...
- She is a little eccentric and all but she is a good and funny teacher...


Social Circle
1. Were you popular back then?
- No idea...popular in getting teased... XP

2. Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
- Small ones...but sometimes I do hang out with big groups...
- But I stay faithful to my clique of friends... XD

3. Who were/are your best friends?
- Anyi, An Qi, Wan Qi, Yun Mei, Ling Ling, Han Han
- The whole of class 6 sapphire

4. Did you and your friends have nicknames?
- We give each other nicknames...but we don't usually use them...
- It was kinda insulting if we use them so yeah...hahaha... ;D

5. What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
- They will come to my house and fool around...
- We will usually stay back at school and talk about random stuff...
- We will occasionally play at the nearby playground...


Crushes/Lovers
1. Who was your first crush?
- A guy from my class...urlgh...come to think of it...

2. Are you on good terms with your last crush?
- Hmm...in a way yes...we still talk sometimes...
- But lately we too busy so never talk lah...hahaha...XD

3. Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
- Everyone...I am friends with everyone...except for some...
- They just don't like me...I think...

4. Have you ever made out in school?
- Errrrr...I am still young...never think of that stage...

Closing Ceremony
1. How did primary school change you?
- To be more open...to study harder so that I will get a good life... XD
- To treasure things that are close to you... ;D

2. Sing one verse of your school song.
- Oh keming we have come, to learn, to share and to care...
- The others I kinda forgot...hehehe...

3. What was your favourite question?
- How long more to school end?
- What is the next lesson?

4. Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
- Awesome friends, great teachers, fun activities, everything! >.<

5. Any memories you will not forget.

- ALL OF THEM! ;D


My kind of bolero... ;D
Sunday, May 10, 2009 || 4:44 AM


Hey...I am just bogging about thoughts I have these few days...hehehe...
Thinking like me will somehow end without a conclusion...
Okays...here goes...some may be insulting but don't take it to heart... ;D
1. I feel that I am not very close to anyone of my friends.
2. Its like a friend to find when all your friends left and you are alone.
3. A friend that no one wants but only when you are alone.
4. Yeah...I think so...but I hope not... =.=
5. Whatever I like is so different from everyone...I feel left out...
6. Sometimes it hurts when you guys say abit of bad stuff of my favs...
7. Then you guys will start leaving me out talking about stuff I don't noe...
8. I feel lonely...can't you see? Sigh...
9. But don't you think that I am unique in a way...you guys are to similar to one another...
10. I am the one and only Jin Feng...hehehe... ;D
11. But still I think I am invisible to everyone...poof... XP
12. Singapore is such a stressful country...even when I am resting I see ppl working...
13. It makes me feel that I am not hardworking enough...then I will make myself study...
14. Till I burnout...aren't I am stupid too? o.O
15. I want to laugh but all the jokes I hear are cold one...sigh...
16. Singaporeans are to serious to take jokes...imagine if there is this GAGS show in singapore...
17. I think ppl may just punch or swear the person who wants to make you laugh...
18. Sigh...I want to go overseas...maybe there are more relax ppl somewhere else...
19. The ppl in Singapore are to heartless...no love for ppl...no feelings...
20. Am I one of them...my weekly allowance was used up to help a once convict woman... =.=
21. Ppl talk bad about other ppl but don't they feel that they have no right to talk too...
22. They see no errors in themselves make me feel disgusted...yuck... ;X
23. What is so great in beauty when your inner beauty is like shit?
24. If you say other ppl eye got problem why don't you guys also go for eye checkup...
25. I think your eye problems are more worse than his of mine... "3
26. Being bad in your studies doesn't matter as long as you have the human principles...
27. Why do teachers have to keep asking us to study when our brians are bursting?
30. Why can't we have it our way? Why be so competetive? Money is not important at all...
31. But how to buy stuff I like without money? Gak...so confusing...
32. But I am happy if he gets to know me...which is impossible... "3
33. I am happy as long he is happy...even if we never meet again...
34. Why do I feel as if I have known you from a long time ago? Who are you to me?
35. Is it dumb for someone to cry after listening to a music? If yes then I am a dumb person...
36. Nothing special seems to happen in my life...no changes in my life...everything is the same?
37. Why am I waiting always when I know nothing will happen? Why?
38. Don't you think it is ironic when he come but in the end he didn't...
39. I am afraid to fall in love cause when I do...nothing good ever happens...
40. The person I love will come to hate me...is it a curse or what?
41. If I had the courage I would want to talk or say hi like my friends can to the ppl I know...
42. Through the eyes of mine can you see a girl who craves to dance her kind of bolero?
43. Behind the smile of mine do you see the wounds that ppl engrave on me?
44. I am getting bored...can I stop writing? But I want to say more...
45. Can you see that all my thinking ends with nothing...summing up with nonesense too...
I got alot more but yeah...I am scared that endless words will not stop...so...thats all... ;D
There may be another post about this too...but it depends on my mood...hehehe...

Survivor! XD
Friday, May 8, 2009 || 8:39 AM

This music video the starting dance very cute...hahaha... ;D I like Yunho's serious face when he is dancng...very cool... X3 The song is very catchy too...Smile smile...love love...survivor...hehehe...XP Oh...gosh...I can't stand it...here I am trying to relax but everything about exams are poping out in my head...poop...anyways...just enjoy this song like I do...hahaha...XD


No Play, No Talk, No Love
|| 7:12 AM

I love this music video...imagine the world to be like this and then some cool people just add music to your life and tadah...you life changes...ohhh...I am so in love with this...I would be better if yunho was inside...his rapping is nicer...but xiah is inside so...thats good...ahahaha...XD His vocals are good...hehehe... ;D That was when I first heard his singing in the song called overtime...yeah...Back to the video...I think I will not be able to survive in such a resistricted life...I probably will be like them breaking the rules...whooo...x] I want to be like them...changing ppl lives but I don't think I am that kind of person now...I am just a girl whose exisistence is fading...everytime I wave hi to someone...they will probably ignore me...like as if I am not there...invisible girl...my new name... "3 I love the first song...more than the second song...yeah... XD


Exam Stress... DX
|| 6:34 AM

Matsu! I am teeling you guys...I am feeling exam stress...I am so darn stress... OX
Nothing gets into my head...I need support...but somehow...my pillar is not by me... D:
Or should I say is not found yet...so...I broke down today...but I felt better after crying... ;D
Pouring out all my problems to my mother...felt that a load was lifted away from my shoulder...
Geography was okok...A-mathematics was a killer...I don't know if I will pass... D;
I manage to make through Chinese and English easily...Biology and Social Studies was hard...
I hope I am able to cope with the following exams if not I may just blackout during the test... ><.
Sigh...I think I am not concentrating or I just bluring off...I feel like a sotong these few days...
I burned myself while bathing coz I forgot to switch the heater from 3 to 2...so...sigh...
I got a nice red burn mark near my neck line...poof...it hurts alot to...T.T I am such a blumer...
I got to go for now so...byes...sayonara...nothing much to write now a these days...so boring... "3
Oh...and it has been raining recently...I like that feeling of coziness...hahaha...XD

A coffee break is what I need... X3
Monday, May 4, 2009 || 3:03 AM


Matsu! I am finally having time to blog a little...even though I am online...I am still busy...
That sucks seriously...I just have no mood to study anymore...Grrrrr...I am gojng crazy soon... D:
Poof...the wheather so hot...soon I will start blabbing nonsence to my mum...ofph...I hate it... DX
Well...I just wanted to say that I have loss my conscious once after studying social studies...
I was like tired and hungry...and craved for potato chips at that time so...I lie on the bed...guess what I did next...
I started singing that I want potato chips in tune with the song that was playing on the CD player... =.=
And soon after that my I fell asleep...shucks and my mother recorded whatever I was chanting and she let me hear...
But honestly I like the squeaky part when I tried to follow the chipmunks kinda singing... x]
I felt better after that,now I shall rant about swine flu...sigh...this flu thing is getting on my nerves...
WHAT IS AFTER THIS? DOG FLU? CAT FLU? COW FLU? DUCK FLU? WHATEVER!
We even need to show our ez-link card just to get into a library...taking tempretures in school...
Arhhhh...I want this disease thing to stop! Stop okay! Anyways...humans are the ones who cause it... "3
Oh...and I invented this song about polishing boots when I was like resting during NDP rehearsal...it goes like this:
"Tonight will be the night I will polish you...over again...don't make me change my mind. For I will live to see another
day I swear its true. Coz A boots like you is impossible to find...impossible to find...tooo tooo tooo..."
Hehehehe...I can become song writer le...hahaha... ;D Okay...I got to go...byes...sayonara...