Summer school love!

2010-10-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

They won~ Kiki bear loves everyone~ :D

100 truths about me! ;D

2009-06-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

[he is so cool! ♥]

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Ice Lemon Tea

2. Last phone call : Pops ;D Happy Father Days!

3. Last text message : Are we eating together? You eating lunch?

4. Last song you listened to : Miduyho from DBSK♥

5. Last time you cried : Holding my moms hand in school "3

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Nope

7. Been cheated : As in?

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope I never regret kissing my parents ;D

9. Lost someone special : Nope

10. Been depressed: Yeah...losta time...sigh...

11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope...but was tipsy... x]

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Green

13. White

14. Yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Of course! Lotsa them! XD

16. Fallen out of love: Nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Nope D; I want to...XD

18. Met someone who changed you: Think so

19. Found out who your true friends were: Maybe x]

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah...but bear no grudges...

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Some ;D

23. How many kids do you want?: Depends on my hubby! >///<

24. Do you have any pets : Use too...guppies...but died... ><.

25. Do you want to change your name?: Maybe...something easy for ppl to rmb... :]

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Eat with my family at swensens! ;D

27. What time did you wake up today: Going to 11 XP

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Online mass conver! Wohooo! x]

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: NDP next training! XD

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Born as a Korean or Japanese

32. What are you listening to right now: Bolero from DBSK♥

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope but Tommy yes...primary schoolmate

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing at the momment

35. Most visited webpage: Youtube

36. Whats your real name : Jin Feng

37. Nicknames: Toto Chan (aloy and rengie)

38. Relationship Status: Single and happy! ;D

39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn

40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: PAP Kindergarden>>Learning Vision

42. Middle School?: Keming Primary School

43. High school/college?: Whitley Secondary School

44. Hair colour: Black

45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 157cm "3

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeah...yunho...♥

48: What do you like about yourself?: Dunno ;D

49. Piercings: Ear, left one

50. Tattoos: Nope

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Yeah...my right ear...earring sunken in... ==

53. First piercing: Yeah

54. First best friend: Anyi

55. First sport you joined: Walking? Running?

56. First vacation: Australia, with my moms and pops

58. First pair of trainers: When I go to school

RIGHT NOW:

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 : ♥Yunho is so hot in the MV!

60. Drinking: Nothing

61. I'm about to: Type smth

62. Listening to: Wrong Number by DBSK♥

63. Waiting for: Nothing

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Yeah ;D

65. Get Married?: Yeah ;D

66. Career?: Student now

WHICH IS BETTER : (I think is about the guy you like... XP)

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes, enticing one! ;D

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, warm and securing one! :]

69. Shorter or taller: Taller! >.<

70. Older or Younger: Older! x]

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Depends on the situation! ;D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Arms, strong and sturdy! ^.^

73. Sensitive or loud: Dunno :/

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships! :)

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant! ;D

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: Nope

77. Drank hard liquor: Nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah, 3 times "3

79. Sex on first date: Nope, will NEVER happen

80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah...losta ppl...Sorry!

82. Been arrested: Nope

83. Turned someone down: Yeah

84. Cried when someone died: Nope, I think

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah...once...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Sometimes

87. Miracles: Yeah

88. Love in first sight: Depends

89. Heaven: Not sure

90. Santa Claus: Yeah...my parents...XD

91. Kiss on the first date: Depends

92. Angels: Yeah, was saved by one

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope

95. Did you sing : Yeah

96. Ever cheated on somebody relationship?: Nope

97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: Dunno

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: 2nd June 2008 Set off for India.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yeah...but I have fallen unconciously...

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yeah...to be exact 96 qns...4 qns missing...XD

Okays...so I decided to add 4 more qns: (ask by mass conver group)

1. Do you like eggs scrambled or sunny side up?: Both! x]

2. Are you a bully?: Nope

3. What toothpaste do you use?: DARLIE! XD

4.Which day of the week do you like and why?: Saturday. NDP. ;D

Okok...mostly its dzul qns... ;D

NDP CCR4 and ROCKBAND! XD

2009-06-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

Heyy! Sorry for not posting for a long time...was busy the past few days yeah... ;D

On saturday was the first NDP training at Marina Bay...kinda nervous on the way there...

When we reach there, lotsa ppl were there...performers and the contigent ppl... x]

We had lunch at the place where ppl can watch the Formula1 Race...was so cool! XD

We had free soya bean milk, free flow...wohoooo! 0^.^0 Singapore flyer was cool! :]

I want to sit on a ferris wheel if I had a chance...with a ♥special someone! :D

The marching was super tiring and the floating platform was hard to hentak on! "3

But manage to get the footing correct after many tries...XD It was really fun! >.<

We had dinner at 4...ridiculous...and the food was the same a last week lunch...==

Lotsa things happened but must keep a secret as told by the ppl! XD Hahahaha...

I hope you ppl will go see this year NDP! You will enjoy it! x] Oh...and smth more...

I DRANK GREEN TEA SOYA BEAN! XD It tasted like herbal tea but abit sweet... :]

Now...ROCKBAND! Hahaha...went out with the mass conver group yesterday...

We played at novena there...yeah...was real fun! :D But abit costly... T.T

Hahahaha...manage to improved playing the guitar...but my singing was terrible...

But...one song I got the highest score! Ahahaha...the others are old song so yeah...

I was mummbling and laughing all the way...so...hahaha...XD FAILED! "3

Oh...the mass conver ppl were awesome! There were free cake too!

I ate ♥chocolate cake! Hehehehe x] It was super delicious! Yummy! X3

After that we went to eat burger king...ate the kiddy meal with diana... ;D

Was yummy, I got a chef toy and diana got a bunny toy which look like pui soon XD

Then...we like roam around for awhile then yeah...went back home coz nth else to do...

Went to pay my respect to my neighbour who passed away...so yeah...sad...

I hope he will rest in peace and be happy in heaven...okokok...I sound weird... :/

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara... :D

Dance,Subaru! ♥

2009-06-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

Omg!!! I so wana see this movie!!! XD DBSK will be in it!!! ;D Plus I love both of its theme song!!! The actress is so pretty. She is actually a model, well, she went under tough and special training off ballet just to get the post the main actress in this show. I will envy and admire her...hahaha... ;D Her ballet is really good! x] Oh...this movie is actually originated from a manga...I think I am going to read it...wakakaka...XD Anyways...if there is a DVD or CD of the movie I am sure to buy when I have the money...but I want to see the movie in cinema!!! Arhhhhh....XD

Singapore Arts Festival ;D

2009-06-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hey! Yesterday was a fun day! Was out in the morning for chem tuition at mum's friend's house.

Hahaha...XD My mum friend is a good teacher...was able to understand stuff when she teaches.
Was well fed by my mum's friend...hahaha...I had lunch there...chicken rice! XD Can't resist... XP
I manage to finish my chemistry homework except for one worksheet...was late so didn't continue...

I met up with my mother at yishun...she wanted to see the last fireworks of the Arts Festival... ;D
Yishun had a new mall... o.O Was really big and filled with people...almost got squeeze to death...
Anyways...the fireworks was COOL AND AWESOME! The ppl were dressed up like firemen... ;D
The fireworks were up closed and loud! O_O Before starting the person said:"whatever goes up comes down."
Then BOOM! It was so cool...oh and there was one near me...scared the hell out of me... "3
Suddenly got small pieces of red paper came falling down...then someone said:"Mid-year HONG BAO!"

Hahahaha...XD Then everyone was like trying to catch it then suddenly one landed on me...lols... x]
There was a part a woman appeared on the "stage"..."My mother once said that take a risk before...'
I kinda forgot...then she like suddenly started stripping... ._. Until she only left with a swimming costume...
Hahahaha...XD Someone even ask her to continue... x] Then she repeated:" My mother once told me..."
"Not to take of my clothes infront of ppl"said one of the ppl Fireworks start to appear near her...
It was damn F**king cool!!! Ok...so I was kinda hyper when I saw that...ahahaha...XD Sorry... "3
After that were the colourful fireworks...it ended fast..sigh...but I enjoyed my time...
I got to go for now so byes...sayonara... :D

The mask that I wear.

2009-06-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

Your mask is Beauty. You are beautiful inside and out.

You aren't too aware of your beauty, although all the people around you are.

There are times when you feel like you're wearing a mask,

but no one around you can notice the difference with or without it.

You may feel vulnerable at times, but you usually get through it.

You sometimes wish you had someone to help you through those tough times,

but you are always hopeful and don't give up easily.

People who first meet you notice your beauty oat a glance,

but most people notice it when they get to really know you.

{ I hope if this is really true, but it is all fake.}

Cinderella, that's not me.

2009-06-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

"Can I...trust this guy again?"

"Stop tempting, other me-the black side of me."

"Love is said to be one pleasure and a thousand sufferings."

"I've chosen to free myself from a thousand sufferings rather than enjoying one pleasure."

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Feelings I have is always forced to do the opposite. Why is it so?

Wanting to be notice,trying my very best. But yet shun by others.

Working hard to get something I want. Yet others who didn't work hard for it get it.

I want to cry, I want to let out my bottled feelings. Yet I can't...why?

I don't want my friends to feel sad. Or probably no one can even see me crying.

I am being named a crybaby even when I don't cry that much. Can you tell me why?

I treat you as a friend yet you wanted to cross the line. Every each of you are my friends.

I don't want to hurt you yet you made me to. Everything is never the same. I'm sorry.

Yet on the other hand, knowing that I shouldn't be doing the same. I did the same.

His enticing smile, eyes and laughter. I fell into a trap unable to wake from this slumber.

When I am happy, I laugh and smile, I forget about the sadness I enjoy life.

When I am sad, I bottled up my feeling, sometimes crying all alone. Wondering...

Why am I always left alone? Where is love when I need it? What is happiness?

Sigh...I am tired...I really want to stop bottling all my feelings...I want to let it out...

But who will allow me to? I want to do this but I am allowed to only do that...

Class Outing and Chalet :D

2009-06-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

[credits to the photographer of NDP...]

Matsu! Sorry for not posting anything the past few days... D: I am really sorry...
I was busy the past few days...schedule fully packed...holidays just don't seem so...
Last Saturday I had NDP training, on last sunday I had class outing with 3E1'09...
On monday I had Class chalet till tuesday, On wednesday I had to do flag day...
On thursday I had NDP training for GB one, on friday I had GB sergeant weekend...
On saturday I had GB sergeant weekend and NDP training...arhhhh...no rest...
Finally today I have some rest! XD A good rest for a tired little girl... X3 Yeah...
Okays...today's post is mainly focused on the events...okok...lets get started... ;D
NDP training was tiring but fun...this time we were praised...we improved in drill! x]
The weather is hot like usual and I got tanner! Yeah... XD On my way to nicely tan me! :D
Ohhh...I can't wait man! :3 Well...someone is as enticing as ever...sigh... "3

Okays...now to the class outing! XD I love 3E1! ♥ During the outing we really bonded as a class.
Well...I roller bladed for 4 hours so I got a swollen sprained ankle...lols...explainable...XD
But the 4 hours of roller blading was the best...Nat, Diana, Poh Hui, Nassera, Matthew, Mark, Loh Ting,
Zi Feng, Claire...all roller blading together...I was happy that some have learnt how to roller blade... :]
During that time I managed to learn to blade faster! Wohooo... x] Can't wait to blade again... >.<
The BBQ was okok...hahaha...coz I was too tired to eat anything...but I ate marshmallows...yummy!
The next day I went for the 2E2'08 class chalet...was abit fun...but our class was not that bonded...
We had some dispute and something mean was said about me...so I had a different point of view now...
I did enjoy the time I spent with some of my friends and classmates but this chalet made realise smth
The feeling of being left alone even after how hard I try to fit in...so yeah...I have concluded... D:
This class chalet and the class outing make me change views of my classmates and friends...
Some friends are by name and not real, some classmates are more than what you think... :D

Now to the Flag Day, it was the worse I have ever been...the ppl in Ang Mo Kio are the worse...
They are so scary...ignoring you or giving you a *what you want?* look on their face...
So scary that I cried... "3 So...my fear of human became bigger...sigh...what should I do?
Never mind...don't talk about it le...now to the NDP GB training...okays...I got one word to describe it
"BELOK" One whole training with nothing but belok...don't you feel sick and tired? I almost can die...
My arms ache from the marching but the army officer who came ask us to continue even after 5.30
The time when we suppose to go home le...sigh...sometimes I wonder why do they torture us?
Next, sergeant weekend...was fun and interesting...met my friends I made in corporal's camp! XD
After that I went for the SL campfire...was fun...enjoyed my time...but went home late... "3
Woke up late the next day...rushed to PLMGSS in taxi...but the taxi driver dunno the way...
Was driven around in circles until it was like 9plus that we finally reached...waste time and money... DX
Was asked out for NDP after listening to the talk halfway...sigh...but NDP was really fun...

GB stepdown party

2009-05-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey! Yesterday was Gb stepdown party...hahaha...was fun!
Suddenly so long never blog so not in the mood to write alot... D;
But I will try to say everything in a short and sweet way...ahaha... XD
Okays...it was a kinda busy day...coz we weren't finish with the preperation...
So...everything was a rush espically when only me and michelle know what is going on...
Well cause it was hard to communicate with the others so I gave them last minute things...
I was laughing all the way...its like see alright...nyahahaha...XD I love it...I wana see it again!
After school was Gb meeting...everything went smoothly...I hope everyone enjoy playing the games...
I hope the seniors like their present too...hahaha...XD I am really happy that everything went well too...
Is all this enough to descibe what happened? Short and Sweet...yeah I still got something need to say!
" I BOUGHT VAMPIRE KNIGHT VOLUME 9! YEAH! :D" okay...lol... x] I know...but it was finally out!

Okay...now about NDP...it sucks totally today...but the other good stuff is like a secret...XD
Okay...here is a summary of wad some random rant of mine so don't mind!

"Seriously! Why did you choose to let ppl with such sheet drill to come for NDP? I am not saying that I am good in it.

But I am feel that they alone are making our contigent go haywire and look bad... D; I feel very sad... DX This sucks!

I really want to question those ppl who said that our GB contigent is the best...was that praise a empty one? Shucks...

I wish that everything can go smoothly. Why can't those with sucky drill do some practice in their company? Arhhhh...

And I don't like the fact that we are sacrificing our saturady and this is wad we get form our officer...I know...

We are humans...not some puppet or animal! Okay! Arhhhhhhhh! DX Okay...I am done with my ranting...yeah..."

Okay...whatever I had grudge on is out...a burdern was finally off me! XD hehehe... x]

Overall...I should say today NDP rehearsal was the most tiring...I was late for the meeting too...

I wanted to sleep more but I can't...we also marched 1.6 km today...wohoooo...hahaha...XD

Today was like the almost full rehearsal...they even had a car with this fake "president"...lols... ;D

NCC and NCDCC came this week and we had full attendance for our Girls Brigade yeah...hahaha...

Oh yeah...and I noticed that the National Defence Force's rifle got this thing on it which make it like a torch...

Hahaha....oh...and the police guys were like singing to "Home" when is was playing when everyone left...

It was so cute and funny...hahaha...some NCC and NCDCC guys tried to sing too...lols... XD

I got to go for now so yeah...sayonara...byes... ;D Cya soon...on my next post... XD

The picture above was found when I was searching and looking for a suitable pic...

Sorry if it is isn't clear...hahaha...XD

NDP CCR1

2009-05-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

[credits to the photographer of NDP...]

Heyy! I am back from buying a new cheapskate black earphone... *ewww* "3

But I like the colour...hahaha... ;D Yesterday I was too tired to blog about the NDP rehearsal...

Everything was so cool yesterday! XD Okayokay...I shall tell you guys about it in order... x]

I reached the GBC and Michelle reached a few mins later so we went to the multimedia room next...

We took our attendance and was ask to fall in and do resizing...next we were introuduce to Ms Angeline...

She went to NDP the last 6 years and came this time as a helper...yeah...she is a real funny woman... XD

We had our uniform check and yeah...then Shu Yuan arrived...Ms Angeline gave us a talk about NDP stuff...

The bus arrived so we got up this charterted 852 bus...oh yeah and something akward happend...not telling...XP

Got into Nee Soon camp and this guy passed Shu Yuan a Communication Radio Transmitter...then he said:"

You know how to use anot? You stuff this thing into your ear then talk." Then we all laughed... XD

Shu Yuan turned around and commented," You think this thing easy to use arh?" Then he smiled...awww... ;D

Oh...so he got to stuff the thing in his ear so he asked me to hold the post for him...then I was like...yeah... "3

Then we got into the hall and had our lunch which is charterted from Singapore Food Industry...yummy... >.<

After that the other unifrom group came except for NCDCC and NCC cause of some reason so yeah... D;

We had some static drill and training for the timing and music...yeah...slack slack... :] Break was relaxing...

Then we had our first two trail run...was kinda pissed of with the ppl asking us to dig in our heels and stuff...

Was tiring...abit...then we had our rest in the hall where we watched a lame video of clumsy ppl...ahaaa...

Then I was laughing nyhahaha...XD Then it was the GOH contigent turn to show us their drill...so cool...

Their bang was solid...then the commander was like:" Those wearing studs on their boots pls don't bang.

I scared the floor later break." Hahaha...XD Then they did the rifle thing...then they were like up up up...

We went for our next trail run and then our rehearsal without the trainers...was cool...we were better...

Before the thing the same akward thing happened again...o.O Sigh...but I don't why I feel happy... ._.

For the second trail without the trainers...the commander commented us as one of the best contigent...

Then after not long...he started saying where is our dressing...why aren't we digging in our heels?

Was that best contigent just a cheer up comment? Sigh... "3 Anyways...the whole GOH contigent was cool!

They were like shooting for real for the rehearsal...It was really loud and nice... ;D Love it! XD Gosh...

After everything we did the NDP cheer and time to go home...yeah...sads though...hahaha...XD

Hahaha Song! ;D

2009-05-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

Matsu! Exams are over so...this video is for fun...I find it funny...so yeah...the song is cute too...yeah...yunho and micky...hahaha...XD They are uber cute and funny singing the hahaha song...the part where micky fell...the part where yunho was trying to pull micky's "armpit hair" and then he stop and took the board with a cute smile...and them with the dorky specs...the smacking os the tie that yunho was wearing...the part where they bow down together...they were trying to sing but were chuckling. Their directors of this video were laughing their heads off at the back when fliming this video...so yeah...thats cute to me... ;D Sigh...if I can have this kind of fun time too... "3 Well...enjoy this funny and cute video...Oh, Stella...this is the video I was talking about...the hahaha song...

♥너라고 Its you.

2009-05-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey! I like this song...was introuduced to by Jasmine [fan of super junior] Yeah...I thinks this is the best song I heard from them...this video is kinda nice...with all the members walking and lip-singing with a heartbroken look on their face. The dance was nice...for once I agree to Jasmine the Kim Kibum smile is entrancing but I prefer yunho more...XP Hahaha...XD Oh, and there I notice that Siwon is from super junior too...I thought he was an actor...kinda weird to see him in the MV but his singing is good... ;D There is this guy in pink shirt...his voice is nice...like it... ;D There is this chubby guy in the MV he is so cute...his voice is nice too... After all...I still feel that it is very weird to have all 13 boys in a group...the company shouldn't have done it at first...sigh...anyways...I like this song...catchy...

Keming Primary School

2009-05-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

Here is a quiz my friend made so yeah...I did it. I really miss my primary school life. The friends and the good times we had...yeah...hahaha...XD Come to think of it, our jokes we had in class are much more funnier than the jokes I have in my class now. Sigh...time passes fast...so here I present you the quiz of primary school life of PLUMP CHCKEN JIN FENG! ;D I know about the pic above and yeah...I eat alot kays...I am very fat when I was in primary school... XP I am in the middle...XD

1. Which school did you go to?
- Keming Primary School! ;D

2. What classes were you in?
- 1BB 2B 3C 4DD 5 Sapphire, 6 Sapphire

3. What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
- PE because always play captain's ball and running 1.6km with class
- Chinese because every time can joke around and yeah...hahaha... XD
- Maths for primary 4 because Mr Loh lessons are fun...
- English because got times when new words and funny ones come up...

4. If you could remember, what time was your recess?
- 9 plus 10 plus...what I think is 10.25 I don't really quite remember...

5. List down your favourite food/snacks
- Wanton noodle
- Nasi Lemak
- Mee Siam
- Peanut small pao
- Laksa
- Lots more...but can't remember... "3

Style
1. Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?
- Have...I am called chicken rice or white chicken... =.=
- I hate it like sheet...but sometimes it is funny when we start quarreling...

2. How did you wear your socks?
- Like all the others with the Keming socks...kinda high...
- I am the nerd look but not a bookworm kinda geek...

3. Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
- Nah...the way I wear is the correct way...which means I am guai guai...
- Hahaha...I love the way Fiona wears our school uniform...got style... ;D

4. Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
- Nothing though...probably I am too good... XD *Not really*

5. Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
- Mr Loh, Mdm Sheia, Ms Teo and Mrs Tang
- Sue Huey, Fiona, Charis, Zahid, Yi Xiang, lots more...

Punishment
1. Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
- Don't remember though...but I was called frequently during class...
- My marks was usually the lowest during primary 5...so yeah...Mrs Loo will like "Jin Feng..."

2. How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
- Never once...but if you mean mentally...I am not most of the time...hehehe...XD

3. Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
- Never once...I always left to shoulder all the responsility... ><.

4. Did you vandalize any school property?
- Did I? Maybe...I drew on the table...hehehe... ;D

5. Did you ever make any teacher cry?
- That is way out of my ability...

6. Who was your favourite teacher?
- Got two...Ms Teo and Mr Loh

7. Describe your DM.
- Ms Koh...she is one hell of a discipline mistress. ._.
- I almost cried when she scolded us once...scary...
- But when you get to know her...she is really friendly... ;D

8. Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
- yeah...but I forgot her name...she was my primary 5 english teacher...
- She is a little eccentric and all but she is a good and funny teacher...

Social Circle
1. Were you popular back then?
- No idea...popular in getting teased... XP

2. Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
- Small ones...but sometimes I do hang out with big groups...
- But I stay faithful to my clique of friends... XD

3. Who were/are your best friends?
- Anyi, An Qi, Wan Qi, Yun Mei, Ling Ling, Han Han
- The whole of class 6 sapphire

4. Did you and your friends have nicknames?
- We give each other nicknames...but we don't usually use them...
- It was kinda insulting if we use them so yeah...hahaha... ;D

5. What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
- They will come to my house and fool around...
- We will usually stay back at school and talk about random stuff...
- We will occasionally play at the nearby playground...

Crushes/Lovers
1. Who was your first crush?
- A guy from my class...urlgh...come to think of it...

2. Are you on good terms with your last crush?
- Hmm...in a way yes...we still talk sometimes...
- But lately we too busy so never talk lah...hahaha...XD

3. Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
- Everyone...I am friends with everyone...except for some...
- They just don't like me...I think...

4. Have you ever made out in school?
- Errrrr...I am still young...never think of that stage...

Closing Ceremony
1. How did primary school change you?
- To be more open...to study harder so that I will get a good life... XD
- To treasure things that are close to you... ;D

2. Sing one verse of your school song.
- Oh keming we have come, to learn, to share and to care...
- The others I kinda forgot...hehehe...

3. What was your favourite question?
- How long more to school end?
- What is the next lesson?

4. Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
- Awesome friends, great teachers, fun activities, everything! >.<

5. Any memories you will not forget.
- ALL OF THEM! ;D

My kind of bolero... ;D

2009-05-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hey...I am just bogging about thoughts I have these few days...hehehe...

Thinking like me will somehow end without a conclusion...

Okays...here goes...some may be insulting but don't take it to heart... ;D

1. I feel that I am not very close to anyone of my friends.

2. Its like a friend to find when all your friends left and you are alone.

3. A friend that no one wants but only when you are alone.

4. Yeah...I think so...but I hope not... =.=

5. Whatever I like is so different from everyone...I feel left out...

6. Sometimes it hurts when you guys say abit of bad stuff of my favs...

7. Then you guys will start leaving me out talking about stuff I don't noe...

8. I feel lonely...can't you see? Sigh...

9. But don't you think that I am unique in a way...you guys are to similar to one another...

10. I am the one and only Jin Feng...hehehe... ;D

11. But still I think I am invisible to everyone...poof... XP

12. Singapore is such a stressful country...even when I am resting I see ppl working...

13. It makes me feel that I am not hardworking enough...then I will make myself study...

14. Till I burnout...aren't I am stupid too? o.O

15. I want to laugh but all the jokes I hear are cold one...sigh...

16. Singaporeans are to serious to take jokes...imagine if there is this GAGS show in singapore...

17. I think ppl may just punch or swear the person who wants to make you laugh...

18. Sigh...I want to go overseas...maybe there are more relax ppl somewhere else...

19. The ppl in Singapore are to heartless...no love for ppl...no feelings...

20. Am I one of them...my weekly allowance was used up to help a once convict woman... =.=

21. Ppl talk bad about other ppl but don't they feel that they have no right to talk too...

22. They see no errors in themselves make me feel disgusted...yuck... ;X

23. What is so great in beauty when your inner beauty is like shit?

24. If you say other ppl eye got problem why don't you guys also go for eye checkup...

25. I think your eye problems are more worse than his of mine... "3

26. Being bad in your studies doesn't matter as long as you have the human principles...

27. Why do teachers have to keep asking us to study when our brians are bursting?

30. Why can't we have it our way? Why be so competetive? Money is not important at all...

31. But how to buy stuff I like without money? Gak...so confusing...

32. But I am happy if he gets to know me...which is impossible... "3

33. I am happy as long he is happy...even if we never meet again...

34. Why do I feel as if I have known you from a long time ago? Who are you to me?

35. Is it dumb for someone to cry after listening to a music? If yes then I am a dumb person...

36. Nothing special seems to happen in my life...no changes in my life...everything is the same?

37. Why am I waiting always when I know nothing will happen? Why?

38. Don't you think it is ironic when he come but in the end he didn't...

39. I am afraid to fall in love cause when I do...nothing good ever happens...

40. The person I love will come to hate me...is it a curse or what?

41. If I had the courage I would want to talk or say hi like my friends can to the ppl I know...

42. Through the eyes of mine can you see a girl who craves to dance her kind of bolero?

43. Behind the smile of mine do you see the wounds that ppl engrave on me?

44. I am getting bored...can I stop writing? But I want to say more...

45. Can you see that all my thinking ends with nothing...summing up with nonesense too...

I got alot more but yeah...I am scared that endless words will not stop...so...thats all... ;D

There may be another post about this too...but it depends on my mood...hehehe...

Survivor! XD

2009-05-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

This music video the starting dance very cute...hahaha... ;D I like Yunho's serious face when he is dancng...very cool... X3 The song is very catchy too...Smile smile...love love...survivor...hehehe...XP Oh...gosh...I can't stand it...here I am trying to relax but everything about exams are poping out in my head...poop...anyways...just enjoy this song like I do...hahaha...XD

No Play, No Talk, No Love

2009-05-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

I love this music video...imagine the world to be like this and then some cool people just add music to your life and tadah...you life changes...ohhh...I am so in love with this...I would be better if yunho was inside...his rapping is nicer...but xiah is inside so...thats good...ahahaha...XD His vocals are good...hehehe... ;D That was when I first heard his singing in the song called overtime...yeah...Back to the video...I think I will not be able to survive in such a resistricted life...I probably will be like them breaking the rules...whooo...x] I want to be like them...changing ppl lives but I don't think I am that kind of person now...I am just a girl whose exisistence is fading...everytime I wave hi to someone...they will probably ignore me...like as if I am not there...invisible girl...my new name... "3 I love the first song...more than the second song...yeah... XD

Exam Stress... DX

2009-05-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

Matsu! I am teeling you guys...I am feeling exam stress...I am so darn stress... OX

Nothing gets into my head...I need support...but somehow...my pillar is not by me... D:

Or should I say is not found yet...so...I broke down today...but I felt better after crying... ;D

Pouring out all my problems to my mother...felt that a load was lifted away from my shoulder...

Geography was okok...A-mathematics was a killer...I don't know if I will pass... D;

I manage to make through Chinese and English easily...Biology and Social Studies was hard...

I hope I am able to cope with the following exams if not I may just blackout during the test... ><.

Sigh...I think I am not concentrating or I just bluring off...I feel like a sotong these few days...

I burned myself while bathing coz I forgot to switch the heater from 3 to 2...so...sigh...

I got a nice red burn mark near my neck line...poof...it hurts alot to...T.T I am such a blumer...

I got to go for now so...byes...sayonara...nothing much to write now a these days...so boring... "3

Oh...and it has been raining recently...I like that feeling of coziness...hahaha...XD

A coffee break is what I need... X3

2009-05-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

Matsu! I am finally having time to blog a little...even though I am online...I am still busy...

That sucks seriously...I just have no mood to study anymore...Grrrrr...I am gojng crazy soon... D:

Poof...the wheather so hot...soon I will start blabbing nonsence to my mum...ofph...I hate it... DX

Well...I just wanted to say that I have loss my conscious once after studying social studies...

I was like tired and hungry...and craved for potato chips at that time so...I lie on the bed...guess what I did next...

I started singing that I want potato chips in tune with the song that was playing on the CD player... =.=

And soon after that my I fell asleep...shucks and my mother recorded whatever I was chanting and she let me hear...

But honestly I like the squeaky part when I tried to follow the chipmunks kinda singing... x]

I felt better after that,now I shall rant about swine flu...sigh...this flu thing is getting on my nerves...

WHAT IS AFTER THIS? DOG FLU? CAT FLU? COW FLU? DUCK FLU? WHATEVER!

We even need to show our ez-link card just to get into a library...taking tempretures in school...

Arhhhh...I want this disease thing to stop! Stop okay! Anyways...humans are the ones who cause it... "3

Oh...and I invented this song about polishing boots when I was like resting during NDP rehearsal...it goes like this:

"Tonight will be the night I will polish you...over again...don't make me change my mind. For I will live to see another

day I swear its true. Coz A boots like you is impossible to find...impossible to find...tooo tooo tooo..."

Hehehehe...I can become song writer le...hahaha... ;D Okay...I got to go...byes...sayonara...

Why did I fall in love with you?

2009-04-26T07:07:00.001-07:00

Saw this video...liked the song alot...the lyrics are nice too...all of them look so cool...Kinda sad though the ending...Sigh...can't help it...always happens in life...XP Do enjoy it like I do...hahaha...XD

NDP rehearsal

2009-04-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

[credits to the photographer]

didn't mean to copyright

the girl to pretty le must show ppl... XD

Matsu! NDP rehearsal was yesterday...was abit slacker then last week one...

Last week we had to march around the perimeter of the parade square for 4 rounds and stand under the sun for 4mins

This week we had to march like 3 rounds and only stand for 5 mins with such cooling breeze...hahaha... ;D

I was late the other time coz the bus like taking its time...XO This week I was early yeah...made two new friends

One is Ke Xin the other is Mandy...hahaha...XD Well...made quite a number of friends now...I am happy... ;D

This and last week training the guys form the armed forces joined us...they were so cool with their guns...XD

So up close!!! Can faint le...hahaha...the ultra hotness... x] Well...training is getting tough but I enjoy it...

Oh...we talked to Kumar again this week and he remembered us...hahaha...lesser GB girls fainted too...

In fact it is none...hahaha...Well...actually...I got something to tell you guys...but I hope you all don't mind...

"I WANT TO BE AS TANNED AS OUR PARADE MARSHALL, SIR SHU YUAN...HE IS SO COOL!"

Okay...his tanned is a super nice one...if this ndp won't make me this tan then I will go to the beach and suntan! XD

Wakakaka...I am insane! Back to me...I was kinda angry yet I find that our trainer was cute...

I was like shocked coz they suddenly was so close to me and michelle coz they want to say something

Then when they say finish I saw the officer show the other how I reacted and the both laugh...arhh...

He is so mean but funny...hahaha...XD Okokok...I got to stop for now...hehehe...

So byes...sayonara... >.< ;D XD OX DX @.@ :3 ^.^ *x* x] :] T.T ._. o.O [faces of me...hahaha]

NDP CHEER

Wooooooooooooooo...YEAH

NDP'09 We make it come true

YEAH...*clap and cheer*

Shake it in WOOO

Shake it out HMMM

Life is not a bed of roses but thorns.

2009-04-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! Sorry I didn't have that much time to blog...mind fill with stuff...
Espically when Mid-Year is coming and my heart is still drifting somewhere... D;
Gakkk...I need a breather from all that maths, physic and chemistry...I am tired!!! XO
Please I just want to sleep all I want now...but seriously it won't come true...sigh...
Okays...this friday we had our school's speech day...yeah...it was really fun...but somehow I felt sad...
Well...school was short...when school was over...we went to the GB room...were waiting for diana...
So I polished my boots while waiting...when we decided to go...I recieved a sms from wen yang...
"You have something to collect from the bookstore." SHUCKS! I ran down and then the auntie was like:
"Where is the paper girl?" I left it in my bag so I was like ran up and got it...Next I was asked to bring the other paper
Then I ran up again and I was oppie I didn't bring so I ran down and she said I have to ask the office to sign the paper
I ran and got it signed...got the stuff from the bookstore and ran up...met diana at the GB room...went down...

We went to J8...michelle, diana, krittaya and joella ate Macs but stella, me and jennifer went down and bought sushi
I got a chocolate ice blended...mmm...nice...next we met vivian...yeah...then we went to the turning machine thing...
I got a stich thing...yeah...next we went to comics connection...fight this urge to buy one...XP Went back to school
Polished boots with the others...we had the radio blasting out loud...ultra coolness...hehehe...>.<
Next we went to change and I went up fast to eat my warm onigiri...yummy...XD Got free green tea too... ;D
After that we had uniform inspection and yeah...got down and waited for quite awhile...we took pics too...hahaha...
I was bored so stella sang the I am so bored song with the lies tune in it...it super cool...we got to fall in so yeah...
We were like standing there still when angeline say that we can move so I was Llike shake around and say FEGIDT!
Everyone started laughing... XP But it was like fun...hahaha...XD So...the parade started...ppl was like taking pics...
It was kinda irritating though...the flash lights...but overall I was fine with it...everything was okay...We went up...
Suddenly I felt like crying so michelle company out of the hall...having emotional breakdown at the wrong time...
=.= Sigh...sorry...so everything was the same old...I like the modern dance...hahaha...we had buffet!!!
The food was yummy...went back after that...I kinda got high...so I was like laughing at the show on the bus...
The moblie tv was like the showing the world widest commercial...and it was kinda funny...yeah...XD

Walked home alone...sigh...I miss the time when someone will walk me home...hahaha...XD
Sigh...got to wake up early the next day for NDP...I don't wana...pooper...full uniform somemore...
I gonna write about the NDP the next post...so yeah...wait okay...patience...
I go eat dinner first...hehehehe... ;D I am hungry okay...so must wait...choto ma-te okay...
Now for the commercial...lalalalalala lalalalala...smurf song...=.=
I am trying to make this paragraph long so that it makes this post equal...
I very lame right...okok...I go eat now...PMS woman calling me...hahaha... XD

Fun school days!!! XD

2009-04-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

Matsu! I am the school's computer lab now....ehehehehe...XD

I am such a naughty girl...using com secretly during maths lesson... ;D

But...you noe wad actually the whole class is actually using... XP

And I have finish all the worksheet given...I got to go now so yeah... OX

Sigh...chemistry lesson...can't wait for after school speech day rehearsal... ;D

Byes...sayonara...hahahaha... XD

Requiem for the Phantom...

2009-04-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

It all started with chocolate...it was so sweet...but ended in bitterness...

I will never understand what you think...even now...you still distant from me...or even more...

I will never reach your heart...I once asked...and you jockingly said:"Take bus then can reach."

When will that happen? I was sad and frighthened. I snapped after what I heard from you.

Whatever I said was not really true. I was happy for you but felt sad for myself.

Whatever I said and the reason I cried was cause I felt sad and pitiful for myself.

Please. Now that everything is back to normal. I hope that you still be someone important to me.

You were my pillar of support. If you are angry over me...scold me...do anything...as long you are willing to forgive me.

I just want to go back to the past...the times where we used to call each other ridiculous names...

I was really happy that I was able to talk to you again...but still you seem very distant...

Hahaha...probably cause I am a monster that scare you away...sigh...

KARMA Tv Version - Phantom Requiem for the Phantom OP - KOKIA

Speech Day Rehearsal ;D

2009-04-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

Matsu! Yesterday was speech day rehearsal. Was kinda slack but better than the last one... XD

NPCC were holding batons...cool...hahaha... ;D Glad that they improved...espically the coordination...

Joash and Jeanie are the slow marchers...so cool... x] Joe is the commander...poor guy...got to strain his voice...

Everything was alright just that the band...sometimes the drumbeat too fast or too slow...sigh... XO

Well...I feel that our school's speech day is the best! Thumbs up! Hehehe... ;D Okokok...now now...

Me and michelle were like straining our voice for the timing for the turning head thing...it was cool... >.<

Oh...and I was kinda angry and sad...coz some ppl in girls brigade just seem to have a grudge over me and michelle

One of them even talked bad about us...one blogged about us and called us act cute...it is very hurting... ;(

We didn't even do anything wrong...we didn't even talked bad about them...what did we do to deserve such treatment?

I was like asked the girls to go into position for the speech day...coz angeline asked me too...then they ignored me...

Never mind...oh...it was International Friendship Day on that day too...we had normal lessons...sigh... "3

But we had time slots to go look at the display about child soldiers...I felt really sad when I read some of the posters.

Then at 12 we were given red A5 size paper to draw our hand and write about thoughts. Yeah...This is what I wrote:

" SUPPORT RED HAND! Children are children not weapons of war." There are still some others I wrote...yeah...

During recess, we were at Krittaya's stall...supporting her...hahaha...XD The biscuit thing was nice...

Stomache was growling like hell coz I didn't had dinner last night...very hungry...GROWWWLLL!!! ;D

Okays...there will be enrolment on saturday and full dress rehearsal for speech day on monday...busy man...

Hahaha...I am kinda stressed out...dizzy everyday...don't noe if I can keep up or faint at the spot...

I hope I don't and coz I am strong girl! Yeah! Jin Feng Fighting! Sigh... DX

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara... ;D

ps: I was looking through my pics then I found this...
I like it coz of the background...yeah...hahaha... ;D

I had a dream...

2009-04-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

I had a dream. I dream of you...why is it that it is you?
Out of all people you? Why must it be that way? I was happy yet sad.
Why did he left me for her? Why did you hug me? Why did you kiss me?
Why? I was trying to forget about him and there you come popping into my life.
I was happy that you were there for me but your actions just left me all confuse.
After all that you acted as if nothing happened. I am confuse and scared.
Don't leave me stranded with such weird feelings. It is like a dream in a bad dream.
Will this end. I seem to have this dream every night. It will end right? Every morning will come.
It will all end when my mum wakes me up from under my warm blanket right?
I feel as though I have been chained down. Unable to fly. Pain just anguish me repeatedly.
When will it stop? Will my feelings ever reach you or someone? My heart feels dead yet alive.
What is it that I am feeling. Please save me from this despair.

[This is not related to anyone or who so ever.]

Cupcake!!! x]

2009-04-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

You Are a Mint Chocolate Cupcake

You are whimsical and quite quirky. You are unlike any other person you know.

You are drawn to similarly offbeat people from all walks of life.

You are like a cupcake because you're unique and expressive.

You have a refreshing take on the world. You're often surprising... even to yourself.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

Belated...sorry...XP

2009-04-12T03:43:00.000-07:00

Matsu! Sorry angeline...I forgotten that it was your birthday yesterday... XP

So...this post will be specially for you...and thanks for your help yesterday...hahaha...XD

I manage to get to GBC in time...ohs...I forget to say something...yeah...hehehe... x]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! ;D Good luck in your O levels this year!

Yeah...dunno wad to say already... ._. But thank you so much for helping me always... ;D

Love so complicated

2009-04-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

Love this video and song...the lyrics is so...exact about how I feel about someone...hahaha...can't tell...XP Too bad...hahaha...XD But...I am happy being single though it is tough when I need someone to comfort me...sigh...Life is tough...That brings back what I felt when I was running...when someone cheers for me I really felt like stopping...I felt like I wanted to take a rest and not move foward...so sometimes I am really scared to fall in love...it seems so scary but I am already in something I thought that it was scary hahaha...XD I am a fool...XO

Dizzy days... XO

2009-04-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

Matsu! I am back from NDP rehearsal...abit tired though...hahaha...XD

Woke up at 7 plus today...then I started polishing my boots...shiny...hehehe... >.<

Then I ate my breakfast...was watching kanon 2006...there was some funny blicker in it... ;D

Next I went to iron my uniform...there were lots of stiches falling apart...so asked my mum to sew it... ._.

So...I went to shower and change to my uniform...shucks...it was kinda late though... =.=

Even worse I have to go to GBC alone and I don't noe which stop to drop at...sigh...

Lucky me that my mum asked Ms Wang where is GBC...so...I embark on my first journey to GBC in full uniform...

Hahaha...XD The most hilarious thing that happened was I dropped a stop before the actual one and got lost... x]

A kind indian man direct me to where I suppose to walk and I finally found GBC... ><. Thank you so much...

Okay...so I went up and Michelle was already there...hahaha...we were taught how to tie the proper shoe lace...

We got into our assigned ranks...I made friend with Sharon, Teng Teng and a few more girls but I can't seem to rmb

Sorry!!! I got STM...okays...we got up the bus and then reached Nee Soon Camp...there were lots of SAF guys!!!

They were like so cool plus those who were carrying the rifles!!! >.<>

Over there were lots of the UG: NCDCC, NCC, BB, GG, GB, Scouts, First Aid, St John plus PAP, NTUC and CL

Our Parade Marshal is Shu Yuan...he is so cool...hahaha...everyone is cool...XD We hydrated ourselves and waited...

Finally we were asked to go down for our practice...BB and First Aid was beside us...it was freakin hot...XP

My boots were like burning under the sun...and I was sweating like urgh...hahaha...XD It was fun...

We went for our break and learn the drum beats for turning to the front...yeah...was easy peasy... :]

It started raining so we went up to the hall...so there was a show everyone drill session...the whole UG was cool!!!

The bang was like POWER! >.<>

Their drill was like super cute...and when they fall out...they shouted PAP like how those NCC ppl say NCC...

Yeah...then Capital Land was next...their's was kinda not good but it was equally cute to...hahaha... ;D

We had a few more practice and then we did it with everyone together...Oh...I almost forgot...

Michelle and I met this friendly SAF officer...his name is Kumar...he told us wad SAF is...wowies...>.<

Okays...we waited quite a while for the bus...when it came...I slept the whole way back to GBC...

My way back home from 153 was smooth...just that ppl kept looking at me...brrrr... :X

Hahaha...well...I am actually fine with that...coz...I am happy that I get to go NDP...

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...arhhhh...I hate it when my mum nags...PMS women... XP

PS: want to take picture but can't...sigh...hahaha...XD

Good Friday... ;D

2009-04-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

Matsu! Today is good friday...but seriously...its not that really a good day... ><.
Got up quite late today...was really tired when I reached home yesterday... DX
Went to popular and bought chinese and maths assessment book yesterday...
Yeah...thought that I need to buck up...hahaha...XD I showered and thought of packing my room...
So...yeah...I started packing my comics...hehehe...I counted the number of comic I have and it is: 308
W-O-W! >.<>
It was so dusty...so I was sneezing all the way...XP Next I wiped the shelves and tidy the stuff on it... ;]
After that I sweeped the floor and tadah... a clean and neat bedroom... ;D Oh...I had bible study today too...
Doreen and her friend came and we studied the prophecy of the bible...was so cool...yeah...about Babylon... Yup...oh...and I came across this verse in the bible that made me thought about us humans...
Here it is: "God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? Or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?" (Numbers 23;19)
This verse tells us that god does not lie. Human lie and shall repent. And what makes us humans lie?
It is cause of our inability to fulfill the promise...our limit of ability to do the thing we promised...
I forgot what I wanted to say...but I really like that verse...dunno why...hahaha...XD
Yeah...my brother bought chocolates today...found it fasinating so I took photo of it...
My mother was in a bad mood today...guess t is PMS...ahahaha...XD I am mean...XP

Heats!!! XD

2009-04-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Matsu! Yesterday and the day before was the sports heats...was doing First Aid duty...yeah... :]

Got to leave school at 12 so missed out lots of my lessons...sigh...was really pitiful of me... D:
Okayokay...anyway I am going to write down about the Heats the past two days...hahaha....XD

DAY ONE
Got out of class and met up with Grace, Kai in and Jia Jun... :]
There were lots of people at the gate so we sat down and waited for them to go...
Finally got out of school...so yeah...went to J8 and had our lunch at Mac's... ;D
Well...the fries was so many...so there was a small fries fight too...hahaha...XD
Okays...so we went to Yio Chu Kang stadium after that...yeah...late of course... =.=
Everyone was already there but it was raining so we had to wait for it to stop...
Ohs...and we were freaking wet coz we walk/ran in the rain...hahaha...XD
Got changed and the rain finally stopped...so I was assigned to group up with Glenn, Hong Sui and Aloy
Yeah...did nothing but looked after the stuff coz all the person I group with is experienced... ._.
Sigh...so all I sat there and cheered for the people who were running and my friends... ;D
Okays...quite number of people sprained themselves...well...I hope nothing bad happens... x]
Michelle's team for the 8 x 50m run won!!! XD I am so happy for them...hehehe...
After everything...went to J8 again with Jia Jun and Stella...bought comic...yeah...
After that went home...whoooo...

DAY TWO
Got out of chemistry lab...shucks...I will miss the fun experiments... D:
Well...we waited quite a while coz michelle and stella was held back by Mr Yeo...
When they finally got out...it was kinda late...we rushed to J8 and ate fishball noodle! XD
Bought Green Apple Ice Blended...taste was kinda blend... XP
Rushed to YCK stadium...everyone was like "scolding" us for being late... ._.
Well I was still in the same group...nth to do as well...sigh...
I was having a serious headache and had to study for bio test for tomorrow... =.=
Was stuck at the same page...couldn't think well...but I was at least of some help...
I help to spot people who was like you noe need first aid attention...sigh...
Everything was in a blur so to me everything went pass in a flash...
Finally we got up the bus...dropped at J8 and got up 88 and slept the whole way...
Got home and slept after my shower...sweet dreams...

P&D Award Ceremony

2009-04-05T02:39:00.000-07:00

Matsu!!! Yesterday was the P&D Award Ceremony. Woke up really late...sorry Michelle... D:

Rushed all the way to J8 to meet up with Michelle to have lunch...wa talking about the camp while eating...

After eating we went to Fair Price and Michelle bought mineral water and Kiwi to polish her boots...

Okays, I went up to buy coffee sweet...next we sat on a bus to whitley...Met Rui Min on the way... ;D

There were lots of students coming up from our school...wonder what was gong on before we came... o_O

So...we got in to the toilet and change...ahah...I found out that I forgot to bring my name tag...poof... =.=

I notice thatevery P&D days, I will forget to bring one part of my uniform...sec 1 was my belt, sec 2 was my cap

Now...sec 3 is my name tag...what about next year? Haiz...I was lucky that we had a spare name tag...

Tadah...so Jin Feng was Shermaine Lim for 5 hrs...Okays...so we arrived at Christ Church Sec...

Got off and went to collect our food...two breads...but it was yummy... >.<

The ceremony started when all the flag bearers and the colour party marched in...woooo... >.<

Okay...we sang and listened to the talk given by the Guest of Hounour, Ms Sally. :]

The speech was long...almost slept but I did get the important part of it: Don't take always but give back.

Okays...so we had the presentation and our company got the gold award!!! >.<

The presentation finished...so...we went down and got up the bus and went back to school...

After that Me, Angeline, Jessie and Yi Jie sat on Ms Wang car to J8...we went to the toilet and change...

Then Angeline had to go Ang Mo Kio to pay her tution fees...Yi Jie and I went back home...

Yeah...thats all for the day...I got to go so byes...sayonara...

Loli Loli Lolipop! >.<

2009-04-03T10:50:00.000-07:00

Matsu!!! Check out this video! The song is so cool man!!! Loli loli lolipop...Seung Ri is super cute in this video...his clothes is like a super man...hahaha...my superhero!!! >.<

I want nobody...nobody but you! ;D

2009-04-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

Matsu!!! I am back from the sec three camp...yeah...I am back in my cozy home with my com... XD

Okay...the camp was kinda different from the other pervious ones I went...yeah...

Alot of interesting things happened...yeah...I managed to survive the camp but with mosquito bites everywhere...

Seems that my blood is nice to drink...hahaha...XD I was like crazy when I told this ant not to bite me... o_O

Okay...I am going to write down what happened so...read up...yeah...hahaha... ;D

DAY ONE

Reached school and gathered at the assembly area...Mr Singh gave us a short talk...yeah...

Then Wei Quan talked to us about the stuff we are going to do that day...then he introduce the instructos to us...

Yana, Rachel, Leisha, Bing Wen(donald duck), Jin Hong, Andrew, Zhi Cong, Larry, Danial, Andrew and Melvin

We were asked to fill up this white card...after that we took our passport and went to our assigned bus...

We were like entertained by Danial all they way to the campsite...okay...he knows really lame ones...here's one:

Where is a place where all the father would hold hands? Mac Donalds coz pa pa la pa pa...I'm Lovin It... =.=

We ate lunch and then changed to the water activities attire...I was in the same group as stella...yeah! >.<

My group members are: Stella, Julia, Jane, Tricia, Davina, Annabel, Jerwayne, Vignesh, Zhi Hao, Jeremy, Victor, Kian Lon and the others... (sorry I am a brain failure this few days coz of stress so yeah...can't remember...)

My instructor is Yana! She is so cool and friendly! >.<

We had some ice breaker game...its like sheet coz we play blow wind blow and I was squezzed by all the guys...

Then we went for the low rope course first...it was fun and everyone was bonding well as a group...

We had a nice ending when Yana tried crossing through the "spider web" but fell and broke the string... XD

Next we went for the Project Titanic activity...everyone was like tying the things like siao...hahaha... XD

We managed to make three barrels float...yeah...thanks to everyone tying...and stella and kian lon supervision...

Next was Jetty Jump. Woooo...it was so fun...I said: " BIG BANGG" and " I LOVE KOREA" with stella... x]

We went and had a shower and had dinner...the Night Walk was next...it was kina fun though it is a little dark...

We managed to finish it and we had supper and went to sleep...floor was hard...super hard... =.=

DAY TWO

Woke up, wash up...then had breakfast...yeah...got ready to climb

Andrew talked to us about how we are going to scale that mountain...yeah...and about the leeches and rain...

Then he was like suddenly... " Lets bow down and pray that it won't rain..." Hahaha...XD He is funny...

Yeah, poor duck...he got bitten by the leeches ten times and he was used as a experiment for how to get it off...

We climbed up...alot of ppl got bitten...I didn't I think...it was totally energy draining... :x

We cooked our lunch at checkpoint one when we climbed down...was yummy...a little salty though...hahaha...XD

We walked back...was freakin hot...we rest for a while then we got ready for our few last water activities...

We played Indiana Jones...the other group was so mean...they kept rocking the thing...it was like a competition...

I fell like three times...got scratched by the wire or the first time...and scratched by the wood plank...sigh...

But overall it was fun and all...hahaha...XD Then we went for water surfing...but I can't for certain reasons...

We went to shower an then had our campfire preperation...it was fun and Julia was so good in acting...hahaha...

We had dinner and I was serving the food...the mosquitos were like clinging on to me and I was bitten so many times.

Sigh...couldn't be help...after that we had our CAMPFIRE!!! >.<>

Then Larry and Duck was like acting a gay sence...then suddenly the Gastby song came and they dance to it...

Zhi Chong was called to dance and then together with others...Zhi Chong was super shy though...hahaha...XD

Then they did a waltz...and the Wonder Girls song! I want nobody...nobody but you...Jin Hong was so cool... ;D

We had out campfire performance while a few intervals of the two emcees competetion...Melvin and Danial...

Nashrul dance was wow and Abriel pole dance was sexy...hahaha...XD The other group performance wad nice too...

Everyone was so enthu...woooooo....the emcees competetion was funny...mostly Melvin was the one who is better

But...Danial was very sporting...they did belly dance, hand stand, singing, black magic, push ups and silly stuff...

It was Melvin birthday too...hahaha...XD We watched a video on this guy with no limbs but managed to succeed in life

It was so touching...wah... T.T Okay...we had some time to talk to the instructors...yeah...it was fun... ;D

Spent most of the time talking to Zhi Chong...he was like so funny when he speak in his english accent...

Hahaha...XD He kinda look like Joe though...the way he walk and behave...yeah...after that we went to sleep...

Woke up in the middle of the night coz there were lots of ants...had to sleep in the canteen... ._.

Tried waking up Jin Hong and Zhi Hong but they were so sleepy so they were like continued sleeping...

DAY THREE

Woke up with a stomach ache and numb leg...sigh...but still it was cooling last night...

Had breakfast and we were assigned to clean up the canteen...it was so dirty...lots of sweet wrappers...

We took a few pictures and then we got ready to go...we crossed the wodden bridge for one last time...will miss it...

There was a prize presentation...Group 1 won...? I don't noe how to say the correct word...yeah...

We got up the bus and I slept the whole way to the Malaysian custom...was really tired...yeah...

Then we got to the Singaporean custom...my queue was so slow... =.= Okay...we got back to the school...

Sigh...I really miss the school...okay...Stella and I went to J8 and had lunch at KFC...burger, pepsi and fries...

It have been ages since I ate it...hahaha...XD Went to cmics connection and bought a new comic...

Got home...was really tired soI fell asleep...hahaha...XD

Days to come...

2009-03-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

[ made by abigial... ;D]

Matsu!!! I am finally off my bed...was so tired when I reached home yesterday...

So...I fell asleep once I was done with my shower...haiz...I am becoming a pig... XD

Well...yesterday was a little depressing day...my english is like poop as always and A-maths test was urlgh...

I wish that I am as clever as those ppl in my class...why must we study such stuff? Like we going to use it next time.

=.= Will we like calculate like how we going to fall? Even the most stupid person will survive in the world. ._.

Okayokay...now to the fun stuff...hehehe... ;D Michelle and I went to the NDP rehearsal at Northbrooks Sec...

We were late cause we had to do our badgework before going...well...Ms Wong car was driving at 76km/h...

Saw it on the sensor thing at the road...XP Was really nervous when we were reaching... :x

The commander was like so cool...his commanding was like so W-O-W...Sigh...how I wish the commander for assembly can command like him...hahaha...XD Okays...we have normal static drill and a few marching with beloks...

Yeah...boring though...but fun with all the girls...Oh...we were introuduced to five more cool guys from SAF... XD

They are all so good looking...I remembered who is Eugene and Kelvin...the others didn't hear carefully...

Plus I am short...so can't see properly where Kelvin was pointing... =.= Mahhhnah...everything went well...

Just that Michelle and I weren't in any of the big groups of girls...so lonely...yeah...then we went back...

Yeah...we stayed in school for a while then time for homies...well...kinda tired though...

Everything is in such a rush...so tired that I want to stopand take a rest or even fall back and never get up...

Life is never ending...so yeah...live life as it is now...hahaha... ;D

Okayokay...there will be camp next wednesday and there will be speech day and NDP rehearsal coming soon...

Arhhhhh...lots of things...so got to jia you!!! Yeah...Jin Feng Fighting! >.<

Well...I am continuing from what happened today...yeah...okays...today at 8.30 to 9.30pm it was earth hour...

I off every electical stuff and it was pitch black and quiet at home...I was alone at home... ><.

So...I used my torch light as my light source and read my twilight book...kinda fun though...hahaha...XD

Okays...so I tried using my old and half spoiled CD player...it sucks to the core...I can't play anything...

Luckily there is a rideo in it so I could at least listen to the rideo...sigh...this is really bad...total quietness...

This can actually drive me crazy...total darkness and silence alone in your room...I was lucky...

It passed and my mum came home with my bro with donuts!!! >.<

I got to go for now...so...byes...sayonara... XD

Nature Rawks!!! XD

2009-03-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

Matsu!!! These few days have been rather busy...Drill competetion, Camp, Physics Remedial...

Yeah...so my mum brought me out for a day...to relax...hahaha... ;D Finally a day with my family...

We went to the Children Botanical Garden...somewhere near Bukit Timah...it was newly built...yeah...

Luckily I was able to get in coz of my bro...I was overage...hehehe...XD The place was...cute...hahaha... :]

There were lots of plants...nice one...unlike the Botanic Garden near Orchard Road...they are lots of cute signs...

Its like kiddy world...hahaha...XD There was a wooden bridge...most of all there was a tree house...yeah...

Took some picture...felt really relax for once...next we went to Plaza Singapura to watch a movie...

Watched Marley and Me...was really touching...wanted to cry but too many ppl so pai seh...forced back all my tears.

><. Well...after that we had dinner...bought comics too...yeah...hahaha...XD Went home...sigh...I want to stay man...

Met a really nice man who played with my bro in the bus...the way he talked so cute...hahaha...XD

Well that's all...the paragraph below are just some random thoughts so yeah...don't mind...

Okay...here goes...

I feel that sometimes I am easily weavered by what ppl say...

Is it me? That I feel so left out...or is it I am so irritating that ppl leave me alone...

I am trying what happen in the past? Is there a hole in my heart?

Am I trying to forget about you? Or am I just tremortized by your presence?

Whatever you guys tell me is it true? Or is it the fake you that I have been seeing ever since I met you?

Are you throwing knives at my back? Who am I to you guys?

Am I that childish? Am I that irritating? Am I a act cute girl? Seriously if you want to figure me out...

There is a way...I will tell you my background...put yourself into my shoes and then you will noe why I am me...

I am from a simple family...like you guys I am once from a happy family...

But ever since primary 6...my family start to fall...imagine... a father who always go out with his friends to drink...

A mother who always go for lesson...leaving you alone with your brother...a brother who doesn't listen...

A mother who once locked your father out at home...finally he was let in...druken while crying...begging for your forgiveness...what will you do? That sence can't seem to get out of my mind...tormenting me everyday...

Finally they divorced...a sudden change of a blissful life...waking early in the morning just to reach school on time...

A nice and cozy home turn to a small sueezy home...three nutritious meal change to instant noodles most of it...

Everyday...there is a high possibilty that I may reach home late...or come home seeing my mother angry...

A chubby me turn to a less chubbier me...I cheerful me change to a less cheerful and quiet girl...

But there are friends...like michelle, stella, jennifer and joella...so I persevered on...

But ever since...secondary two...something happened...I was left out from all the conversation...

WHY? Okay...I was told that I overeact...and sometimes I emo...so...I changed...

I became more cheerful...less overacting...but still they left me out...what is wrong man?

I also can't understand? Why do guys call me act cute? Why? I am trying my best and this is what I get...

Don't you see a girl who heart is hurting behind all those cheerful smile? Don't you see the real me?

I am so tired...I want to go but I can't...I want to love yet I can't...I want to cry yet I can't...

No one there...I want to cry out loud but I can't...how I wish that someone who can just say well done jin feng to me...

These few days...lots of stuff happened...I just start feeling sad till I am numb to that feeling...soon it became hate

I started hating everything...now that I got this feeling that I may hate my friends...I am really scared...

I really hate myself too...I want to be loved...not to be make fun of and left alone... You may think I am crazy...

But...have you been in my situation before? You are probably popular within your friends so you don't...

If you are...don't give me those comments...it hurts you know...

Okay...now...I got to go so...byes...sayonara...oh yeah...please listen to my music playist...the first song... ;D

Sung by Seung Ri...its so nice...I like it when he played the piano and sing it...so cute...XD

Yeah...do enjoy the song... :]

A video to relax... XP

2009-03-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Okay...here is a video of Big Bang and SNSD acting out a funny video...the ending was kinda funny and awkward...Yeah...coz they became gay I think...hahaha...XD I love the look only at me part...hehehe...Sueng Ri is so cool too...kyah...>.<>

Annual Camp... ;D

2009-03-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

Matsu!!! I am back from my physics remedial...yeahyeah...was late today coz I overslept...XP

Okay...well...here is some updates on t drill competition and the annual girls brigade camp...

Yup...so here is how the three days two night went...tadahhhhhhhh...

DAY ONE

Reached school like a few mins late...always happen when I am going camp... =.=

Next was that I found out that my dear boots which was polished by Joe-one shiny, another one is like sheet... =.=

Okay...nice thing to start a day...luckily vivian said she will polish my boots...

After that we went to the campsite...met up with the 6th company who is having a combine camp with us... :]

My group was Patience, my group members:Stella, Sharon, Yuan Ting, Edna, Wei Ling, Shermaine, Priscilla and Jin Hui and at last me!!! XD

We had some icebreaking game...well...everyone was so quiet so me, stella and yuan ting did most of the talking...

After that we had our drill practice for the drill competition which was just a few hours away...XP So slack though...

Next was lunch...yummy...hehehe...then we rush back to our dorm to change to our full uniform...I feel so neat...

For the first time I am wearing my uniform so properly... ;D I feel so cool... o_O is it a proper word to descibe?

Well...when we reached Nee Soon campsite...whooo...I felt so hyper instead of nervous...I got this feeling...

Well...we waitd for our turn to have uniform inspection...when it was time...everyone was like so darn nervous...

My boots was like burning in the sun...too much kiwi jesslyn and isabelle [ but thanks alot to you two! hehehe...XD]

The officer was like sighing so much... =.= But anyway we went to wait for our cue to the drill thing...

Yeah...was waiting...kinda biting my nails though...then boom boom boom...our turn...arhhhhhhhh...DX

Okay...there were lots of ppl...next was that the song start playing...bang at the wrong time and salute wrongly too...

Next was that the slow march suck... =.= After that the silent drill was okay...but...worst thing was that static suck...

When our turn was over, I felt like crying but force back the tears for the others...yeah...I am strong...hahaha...XD

It started to rain when it was the second last group turn so they did the competition in the hall...so good... );

Okay so we fall in to get our results...when they were saying the results for C.O.P...all of us were like so nervous...

When they say finish the results we were so like whooo...then tadah...we got bronze for the drill competition...

Yeah!!! XD We were so happy...then the whole trip back was full of laughters...XD Celebration rocks man!!! ;D

DAY TWO

Woke up...still not enough sleep... ._. Haiz...then washed up then was the 5BX...feel energised after running...

Well I shall only tell the fun stuff so yeah...Okay...we played with angel clay...was so fun...hehehe... ;D

It was a competition...our group rocks...the cake look so yummy...hehehe...I love angel clay x]

The other groups clay was nice too...it looks so cool when they are all put together...whooo...XD

After that we had Dinner duty...I was the leader on that day so got to report to Ms Wang...almost fell when I turn...

Hahaha...clumsy me...oh...the food was super delicious too...next we got ready for special night...BOWLING!!! >.<

When we reached there...we got our bowling shoes and waited for our turn...there was a guy who played so well...

Hehehe...so handsome... >.<

Okay so we went to our lane and yeah...I was so darn happy when I hit 7 pins for my second throw...wooooo...XD

But I felt so pai seh when my ball always land with a BOOM when I throw it...XP It was so fun cheering for my friends

Most happiest thing was that I was able to hit all ten pins for two times...hehehe...everyone cheered for me...XP

I felt like I won something...oh...and Ms Wong teachd me how to throw it porperly...and it hit 9 pins for the first try...

Our group got 333 points altogether...and we got second for the competition...well done guys...XD

DAY THREE

The badgework today was the most fun of all...we get to play the olden days games...like chapteh and skipping rope

I have learnt how to skip when the rope is moving...you noe...when pp help you turn...yeah...it was so fun...

Oh...and playing chapteh was fun too...hahaha...XD Next was that we had the beauty peagnant...yeah...

Got no choice but to be the model...XP But seriously I am not worth to be...coz...yeah...but it was fun though...

Next was the presentation for our clay work...well...the other groups work were well present...hahaha... ;D

But I was kinda happy that Ms Yuen Peng praised me for the way I mould the clay...hehehe...though it is a little...

It has been ages since someone praise me...coz I have been recieving nothing but bad remarks...yeah...hahaha...XD

Then we went back to school...yeah...then me, stella, diana, mchelle, jennifer and vannesa went to J8 to eat...

Went to comic connection after that...bought comics...yeah...hahaha... :]

That is all for the whole GB camp...hope that we are able to meet with the 6th company again...hahaha...

Made lots of good friend there...will miss them alot...I am happy that I meet you guys...

Had alot fun while practicing for the drill competition...won't forget that...hehehe...XD

Test Results Sucks!!! :X

2009-03-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

[ drawing done by me in school... :D]

Matsu!!! I have received my report book...seriously...I feel like slaming my head on the wall... =.=

I got three fails on my report for the first time of my whole secondary school life...XP

I want to cry just like jasmine and the others but the tears just don't flow out...I have controlled myself to this point...

To this point that I can only put on a fake smile and encourage the others but end up being pushed away...><.

Well...no hard feelings...but seriously I am geting use to this...I am too numb to feel anything already...

Okay I am going to show you my results so don't faint in shock or what...yeah...so here is it...

1) English- E8

2) E-Mathematics- B4

3) A-Mathematics- D7

4) Chinese- A2

5) Physics- D7

6) Chemistry- B4

7) Biology- got something wrong with marks...

8) Combine Humanities- B3

Okayokayokay...yeah...shocked right...I am not worth to be a E1 student man...I am like a E4 or E3 student...

Now...drill competetion is coming so all the best for us...plus there is a camp too...hope I can survive...hahaha...XD

Hakushaku To Yousei ;D

2009-03-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am feeling realy sick now...snifff...I am having a bad sore throat... DX
Yesterday I woke up with this bad sore throat...it was on friday when Ms Wong told us not to fall sick...=.=
Damn it...Drill competition is on the next saturday...I hope I will be better by then... ;D
Oh...and lately I have been seeing this anime...finally able to finish watching it...It is called Hakushaku To Yousei...
It is this anime about a fariy doctor named Lydia. She is very pretty!!! >.<>
Her life takes a 180-degrees turn when she meets a legendary blue knight count named Edgar and his crew. :]
Yup...its so cool...able to see faries...oh and yeah there is a cool aquatic horse which is able to change into a human
He is super cool...he is a funny too...whenever he tries to woo Lydia...hahaha...XD
Okay...the short preview of it is at the top...hope you guys will watch it...it is really nice!!! >.<

Things never stay the same... :X

2009-03-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am back from school...was having dinner with stella and rachel at J8 just now..

Yeah...so reached home kinda late...kinda scary while walking home though...hahaha...XD

We ate KFC and went to comics connection...hehehe...I bought shojo beat! XP

Well we had girls brigade today and got to wear full uniform...got my silver total defence badge and first aid ID

Okay...I got to say something...asking you: "Am I a clumsy person? Or I am a dumb person?"

Today I screwed up by saying congrtulations to Ms Wong when I my own is recieving my badge... o_O

So damn embarassing...haiz...another thing that happened this week was when I was sying Hi to hamizan...

I was walking down a step then...___...yeah...then after that he started laughing together with diana...

Well...I suppose that I will never get things right...hahaha...XD So thats me...can't help it but just laugh...

Today we had drill at guang yang...got to take public transport there...kinda cool though...wearing full U out...

Drill was kinda slack though...I hope everyone will be more serious...but be enthu at the correct time...yeah...

My slow march was sucky too...XP I want to improve...can't wait for drill stage three...wahahaha...XD

Oh...I got something I want to complain!!! Why can't Ms Wang let me go for NDP? Just because I have asthma...

That doesn't mean I will faint in the sun...I want to go so badly!!! >.<

Today was kinda a short time studying...during english michelle and I did our presentation on friendship...

Wooo...it was kinda easy though...ehehehe...just that I was not in the mood to smile at that time... ;(

The other lessons were kinda normal...just that I found out some shocking news...I must go for Physics remedial...

I failed the common test so yeah...I really can't understand what Mr Yeo is teaching...its so confusing...

I wonder how am I going to survive as a E1 student...I am already feeling so stress...I miss being Sec2...hahaha...XD

Okay...I suddenly thought of something when I was walking home just now... ;D

I was imagining what if I get kidnap and pushed intoa car while I was walking home...

Who will save me? How will the kidnapers look like? How will they threaten me?

Then I suddenly thought of the superman I drew in class today...tadaaaaahhhh!!! XD

"SUPERMAN COMES TO JIN FENG RESCUE!!! XD" Wakakaka...the evil kidnaper threaten to kill me...

Then BAM superman punch the evil kidnaper and started beating him to a pulp X(

Then superman swoops me up and sent me home...swooooosh... ;D

Or...maybe my superman is the not the old one but my kind of hero...ZERO!!! Kyah!!! >.<

He will go BANG BANG with his bloddy rose and the evil kidnaper is a level e vampire... XD

The end. I got to go for now so byes...sayonara... :]

xoxo, fahrenheit :D

2009-02-27T17:19:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey!!! Common Test are all over...hahaha...XD
Kinda getting nervous though...soon we may get back our results in no time... ><.
Then I am sure that I screwed up most of it...doom...=.=
I hope I passed all my test that's all...please!!! >.<
Anyways...yesterday was the most tiring day...after common test is girls brigade...
I was killing all my brian cells for physics and was darn tired then still have to go girls brigade...
Gak!!! xp There was a party by the 3e2 class...so we kinda crash it yeah...hahaha...XD
Then was kinda tired to hyper at that time...so was quiet the whole thing...just ate a few food...>.<

Next was girls brigade...there were like only like 10-16 ppl came for it...its like the worse man...
We teached the sec one drill then went for a small devotion...kinda like the usual stuff... ._.
After that was drill...we changed the thing for fancy drill...spend like the most of the time negotiating...=.=
When we were having break...I was liked pulled by vivian to teach the sec one drill...no break! T.T
But they did improve when I teached...>.<>
Just that I was kinda scared that one of the girls kept on looking at the floor...like she was angry at me...T.T
Then the guang yang girls finally came...yeah!!! Then everything was settled...the final part for fancy drill...
Yeah...we falled out and then do fancy drill with the music...I think I was the only one who did the most mistake...
I am the most clumsy one again...o_O Then we did static drill...tired...arhhhh...
Finally I was able to drag myself all the way home...next thing was that I drop myself on bed...then...
SNORES...ZZZZZ...SNORES...okay...I don't snore so don't get the wrong idea...I am just saying I went to slp...
I got to go for now so byes... :D

Orange

2009-02-14T07:29:00.000-08:00

Shucks...I am sorry I can't get the lyrics so yeah... :0 I hope you all won't mind...coz...I tried my best...enjoy it...Sorry I got the video instead...Well I hope you all like it like I do...hahaha...Go check out this song lyrics if you can coz it is really nice...hahaha...XD

Valentine's Day! ;D

2009-02-14T06:51:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today is valentine's day!!! I am going to confess my love to my beloved ones...

They are the important people in my life...yeah...can't lose them...hahaha...XD

1. Mum, Dad and Bro (though they made my life like sheet but I still love them...)

2. Relatives

3. Jennifer, Stella, Michelle, Joella, Diana, Krittaya

4. Anyi, Xuan Lin, Han Han, Ling Ling

5. My Primary School Friends

6. Class 1E2' 07, 2E2' 08 and 3E1' 09 (though I used to bear a liitle grudge on some of them...)

7. Girls Brigade!!! XD

8. Shorinji Kempo!!! :D (though I have quit doesn't mean I hate it...)

9. My juniors and teachers...

10. Friends I made... (Amy, Timothy Ooi, Luke, Evelyn, Clint, Hui Ying, Caleb...etc.)

11. All the people I know in whitley

12. My chicken Jiro

13. That stupid guy... (Hahaha...XD)

14. That clumsy and dumb me...hahaha...I love myself too!!! :D

Well...I am happy that they are there for me...I am so grateful to know them...

Okay...now...today I went out with my friends to one of my teacher's house... :D
We went to West Mall and ate brunch at KFC and bought a necklace for Miss Ong next...
After that we went and buy three stalk of roses for her...kinda weird coz I was asked to hold the rose...XD
Then we went to Chua Chu Kang and take neo print...yeah...that freking macine was so slow...poop...=.=
Then I fell and hit the wall too...=.= I wonder when will I be so not CLUMSY...poof... :X
Then we went to Miss Ong house and play...took some pics and yeah...hahaha...talk about stuff...
Spent quite a long time and was sent home by Miss Ong and her husband...I am so grateful...
If not got to stand in the crowded train for 45 mins...I don't think I will survive that... o_O
I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...
On the next post is a song delicated to all...hahaha...so enjoy... XD

Total Defence Day...

2009-02-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

Matsu! Today is total defence day I think...yeah... o_O

Went to school early to change to full uniform...poop... =.=

Stand at the back for assembly...kinda cool...standing with NPCC and GG... XD

After that we got to go for lesson...sobs... T.T...got geog test...I didn't write some important points...

Happy that I recieved my first valentine present from Diana and Jennifer... XD

Gosh!!! I am so dead...haiz...anyways...after that we had english... :D

Mrs Chen let us hear a nice song...love it but didn't get the name of the song... >.<

After that was maths lesson but Mrs Lye wasn't around so went to the hall and got to do this w/s...

It was kinda easy...so had lots of time to "fool" around... XD

It was recess next...changed out and went to eat...yeah...hahaha...
Then we had maths but get to stay in class and slack...next we got to do this TDD thing...
Soon we got to go for CCA...the canteen was like full of pink, red and white balloons...hahaha...XD
Well...seriously I am not really into such stuffs but the atmosphere was rather cozy... :D
Lots of love...weeeee...hahaha...XD After that we went to the GB room and yeah...
Went through the usual stuff...devotion and badgework...but we got to use the com... :]
Then we had drill!!! Finally we are able to finish the fancy thing!!! >.<
Went home and yeah...that's all...
I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...

Clumsy me... ;D

2009-02-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey! ;D Lately I have been thinking how clumsy I have been...

Like there is never once a good thing I can do except for eating and sleeping...

Hahaha...XD Makes me sound like a pig...well...I am good at reading comics...

Okay...so I am not a pig...wakakaka... XD Okay...here are some clumsy parts of me...

1. I scalded my hand and leg while ironing clothes when I just woke up...

2. The floor at the hotel was so shining that I didn't notice that there was a stair and I fell...

3. I always get mixed up with the normal keblankang and the marching one...

4. I almost called someone else my brother's name...

5. I will blank out when I get too much info in my head...

Well...there are others but I totally forget about it...hahaha...XD

So...beign me is kinda fubby yet stupid too...hehehe... :D

My mum's birthday!!! :D

2009-02-06T22:13:00.000-08:00

[ For my mum who loves doraemon]

Matsu!!! Yesterday was my mum's birthday...hahaha...XD

Went to see movie : Bride War yesterday...the movie was kinda funny... :D

Got her a cheesecake since she wants it so badly...ahahaha... :]

Well...overall it is just a normal but a little special day... ._.

Glad that she liked wad I bought for her birthday present...XD

It had been a long time since I went out and eat and see movie with my mother so yeah...

Hahaha...I am a bad daughter...too busy with my stuff that I never talk to my mother...

I repent for my bad doings...hehehe...XP Gomenasai... ><.

Today we had to wear our GB full uniform...got 4 badges altogether...XD

So cool...I now got my senior pin!!! Yay!!! :D

Then after badgework we went to Guang Yang to have drill...>.<

Okay...over there they had NCC doing drill and you noe wad... o_O

It is a total shock...their drill is "... ..." Okay...yeah...hahaha...XD

After all that we went back to school and we so called had our own little drill...

Without our seniors...we tried commanding...and practicing our Sa and Dua thing...

It was damn super cool...hehe...XD I hope we can try it another day....

Overall it is a fun day so yeah...hahaha...XD

I got to go so yeah...byes...sayonara...

Purpose for my living...

2009-02-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am back...from school and drill...hehehe...XD
I lately fell in love with the song:decode by paramore...hehehe... :D
Okay...now for serious stuff...past few days I have actually been thinking...
Thinking that what is my purpose for living...yup....that is the main point...
It seems that my exsistence is like air to some of my "friends"...
Sometimes I wonder if they are really friends...I not saying those whom I always hang out with
But is those whom I made during the camps...the himalaya trip...the normal school day life...
Whenever I wave hi to them...they actually don't response and walked pass me like I am a ghost...
Or am I that a boring person that they will forget about me and not take notice of me...
Whatever I want to say deep down in my heart is always bottled up...
I wonder if those popular ppl ever had this feeling before...those feeling of being left alone...
The feeling of never being once there,,,I just don't feel that I am actually a living person...
My whole life screwed up...not even a single thing where I can confide and be proud of...
Today I somehow looked at someone and felt this feeling of being left alone...
Even though it wasn't me but I felt a sudden loneliness...so sad...so pain...
I felt like I can't breathe...so sad...I felt like crying...why is it that ppl are able to leave their own kin alone...
Suffering...don't they feel the pain too? Why?

twilight song off sound track x3..mp3 -

霹靂MIT

2009-02-01T03:24:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Here is a video of 霹靂MIT First episode part one...hehehe...XD Pls enjoy...yeah...

Handphone!!! :D

2009-01-31T22:19:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Omg!!! I am so damn in love with the N95 series phone!!! XD

I want to get it man!!! I must and will get it!!! Ahhhh... :D

Wakakakaka... XD I am so damn crazy now... Hahahaha...XD

Okay...now...let see...I have finish most of my homework...so I got to revise... ._.

But now I am relaxing...so...let see introduce some series that I have seen... :D

Okay...I have been seeing this drama called 霹靂MIT...its called Mysterious Incredible Terminator

Ya Lun is acting inside it too...he is so damn freaking cool...I like his nicky too...007!!! :)

He is so damn handsome when he is sloving the cases...plus he is so cute when he is holding the M&M...>.<

Kyahhh... XD Okay...its kinda scary though...but...its interesting and funny too... :]

So...yeah...try watching it and you may like it too...XD

I was thinking if my bro can buy it for me...the DVD...hahaha...XP

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...

你说做朋友并不是朋友我们比路人还陌生的多

感情的废墟重建以后谁会偶而回来走走

School is getting boring... :O

2009-01-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

[credits goes to chelle]

Matsu!!! Finally a time to blog...wooooo...but still got homework to do after that... :O

I want to complain!!! Why is there so much homework? It's like there is never a day where there is no homework...

Must burn midnight oil to finish the work then in the morning still need to listen in class... =.=

Not even a day of good rest...not only studies...I got lots of problems...don't even have the chance to talk to mum...

She is like mostly doing her stuff...when she is free I am busy...plus my brother is always with his friends...

So mostly I am all alone...hahaha...XD IRONIC MAN!!! So when I am alone I think about all sort of problems I have...

Now even when I am studying I will think about it out of nowhere and then my mind will go blank... o_O

I can't even concentrate in drill...poof...and drill competition is coming and our contigent is not even there yet... @.@

Sheemata!!! I am getting sick of all this stress...when will there be a day where I can laugh like whose days?

But...even though its the same old thing everyday, I still have my friends and my juniors... :D

Michelle, Stella, Jennifer, Diana, Joella, Krittaya, Sunny, Jeremy, Amanda, Alex, Aloy, Timo...etc.

They are always there for me...hahaha...XD Making school seem more fun and stuff...

I really happy to have them as friends...so...I think I will have to work hard and stop thinking about stress...

So...the paragraph on top was just to vent out all my anger...hehehe... xp

Oh...we had Gb meeting yesterday...welcome party for the sec 1's too...

Had the same old stuff...didn't get to join in the games coz doing powerpoint for heritage trail...

Yeah...then had drill...same old things...MOST OF ALL : We had ice-cream!!! Thanks Ms Wang... :]

Weeee...got to go...so byes...sayonara...

这里的景色叫做曾经爱过曾存在你的拥抱和温柔

撕开票根独自重游OH~ 票价是想念你的痛

CNY celebration...

2009-01-24T21:35:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am back from all the studies...and now finally a time to blog!!! Yes!!!

On Friday we had our CNY celebration at school...I think that it is the best of all the previous ones...

We had geog for the first three lesson...in the computer lab!!! Wohoo...the geog homework given was kinda...

Difficult I should say but fun too!!! Next we went for the CNY celebration...weeee >.<

The first performence was guys dressed up like coyboys o_O tossing hats around...it was so darn cool!!! XD

Then...there was a magician...he was okok...Next was a pair of ballerinas...the guy was so stout... ._.

The ballerina is so pretty and when she torned around the guy's head she looked so graceful... ^.^

Next was a guy who can imitate the sounds of a ship, a train, a aeroplane and a baby crying...

He was so funny but the sounds was kinda fake but it was so damn shocking that it come out right from his mouth...

After all that was the performences from our school...the guys from 5N1 was making songs from the drum...cool...XD

Then it was the choir...joella was so cute...>.<>.<

Next was the concert band...they played a number of songs...like Mama Mia...yeah...kinda cool...

After all that we finally went for recess and it was kinda boring after that...poof...

After school, we had drill so stayed back...yeah...recieved my b'dae present from my clasmate...Thanks alot!!! XD

Drill was fun...but kinda different though...yup...next I went home...so on and so forth...

Timo will be leving tomorrow...sads...will miss him...sobs... T.T

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...

[Happy Chinese New Year]

Moooooo~~~~

My Birthday Wish...XD

2009-01-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today is a day before my birthday so...

I will like to take this opportunity to tell everyone my birthday wish...

I wish that I can experience love...all kind of love...

family love, friends love...because I don't really felt loved before...

I hope I can do well in my studies this year so yeah...

no more watching anime and reading comics too much...

I wish that my family will be happy always...

and my friends to be happy and stick close like glue wherever we go...

I hope that there won't be anymore teasing though and whoever who hates me to be friends with me...

I will like to be happy the whole year...and stay positive always...

maybe this is the kind of love I want...

I wish that my mother and father can forgive one another

and then there will be one day when we can go out together.

A day full of laughter and joy...the happy and loving family once again...

that will be the best day ever...I think its too much for a birthday wish...

but I will try my best to make it come true!!! XD Thats all for today I got to go...

So...byes...sayonara... >.<

越来越爱 Music Video!!! XD

2009-01-09T05:59:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!! 越来越爱!!! Whooooo!!!! Aaron Yan Ya Lun is so hot and cool!!! XD This MV and the song rocks to the core!!!

Sec One Camp!!!

2009-01-09T04:02:00.000-08:00

picture credits goes to timo

Matsu!!! I am back from the sec one camp!!! Whoooo!!! I am so hype up!!!

It was so fun!!! 1T1 is the best!!! Even though are naughty at times but they are real fun too...XD

The SLs who take care of 1T1 were fun too!!! Hamizan, Jennifer, Michelle, Fadhil,Aloysius, Natalie, Cheryl

I had so much fun with them and with the other SLs too...the campfire night was awesome!!! :]

Our group cheer was the best!!! " Ohhhhhhh...YESMAN!!!!" Hahaha...XD

I was in charge of class 1E2 but then I got screwed up and then transfered to 1T1...

I am so thankful to Priya and the other SLs who comfort me!!! :] Thanks alot!!!

I learn lots of new songs like the Vampire song...

It goes like this: If I were a vampire's son. If I were to marry.

I would marry a vampire's daughter more than anybody. WHY? She can suck. I can suck.

We can suck together. In the middle of the night. Sucking one another.

We also learn the bottle game though I haven't tried it out...hehehe...XD

I only played the concentrartion game...though I get confused when there is only the last few ppl...T.T

The CCA Orientation was so fun!!! Hahaha...XD We did the fancy drill thing even though we can't get the beat...

We did our best and yeah...all the UG and the other CCAs so fun but a little to noisy though... :X

The food was yummy too!!! >,<>

Then we slept in the indoor sports hall...me, jennifer and michelle were like sleeping at the middle of the hall...

Which was somewhere directly in front of the door...so it was so freaking cold at night...

We can't even get to sleep well...plus we only slept for like four hours and then being woke up by the sec ones =.=

They are give till 6 to sleep but the choose to wake up early at 5.30...haiz.... -_-

Overall the whole camp was fun...Oh...and I had a kolar bear named Amanda!!! She is so cute!!! >.<

Now...that I have missed three days of lesson I have to study for one whole day tomorrow...

So I am going now...byes...sayonara... :]

2 more days!!! OMG!!! I am going to grow tall soon!!! XD

Go go go!!! Jin Feng is growing taller!!! I will!!!! >.<

Time spent with my cousin

2009-01-01T03:00:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! My cousin have went back to japan...sobs...T.T

I miss them espically Haruka!!! ><. It was so much frun with them...

I wish they will come back again...they are so uber cute!!! >.<

Well, here is the things we did the past few days...

1st Day
We went to the market early in the morning and ate breakfast.
Next we went looking at the stuff nearby...they bought a number of stuff...
After that we went to popular central...then to popular...there was alt of people...
Then we went home and ate lunch with my grandpa who came and visit them...
The food was so yummy!!! Lots of curry and chicken!!! Hehehe...XD
They went out at night to visit my auntie's primary school classmate...
2nd Day
We went to my grandma's _____ at the church and "see her"...
Then we went to my mother's uncle house to eat lunch... XD
There I met my cousin which I didn't see for a long time...forgotten her name...xp
Haruka and my auntie played the piano...Haruka is so cute!!! XD
We stayed a while then we went to Nee Ang City...went shopping...
Bought a new pencil box...I hold Haruka's and Seina's hand!!! Hehehe...XO
But I was so happy that Haruka hold my hand initiatively!!! XD
My brother folled around and we laughed all the way to the MRT station...
We went to my mother's auntie's house next...
Then we went to eat a Bali Fishing Village or something like that... ._.
3rd Day
They went to visit my auntie's friend...at the hospital...
Oh...and Haruka had a high fever...:( But he was okay...

My mother and I went to Junction 8 and I bought a new bag...XD
When we got back home, we took photos...so fun!!! :]

Well...I won't be able to spend another day with them cause I got school and drill camp...
so sad...I wish I didn';t have drill camp!!! Then I get to spend time with them...
But I had a really great time with them!!! XD
I got to go now...so...byes...sayonara...

My cousin are reaching!!! XD

2008-12-29T08:45:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Finally done finish tidying the house...=.=...loads of work man!

Got to sweep and mop the floor, put on the bed sheets, clean the fan, and tidy the books.

Arhhh...then I got to wash the tiolet floor...I have somehow feel that I became a maid...

Doing all the household chores...haiz...right after coming back from drill...><.

Today I had one whole day of drill...and I am tanner now!!! Wohooo!!! XD

I was kinda hyper today...drill was really fun...kinda master abit of the silent drill though... :]

I hope we can keep up the good work!!! I got selected for helping out in the Sec1's orientation camp...

And I am in charge with class 1E2!!! I wanted to be teamed up with someone I know though... T.T

But I was teamed up with people I don't even really know... :x Hope that I can make friends with them...

Hehehe...now I am listening to the opening of Tales of the Abyss...it totally rocks...sharing it with you!!!

Wooo...I am so nervous...my cousin are reaching my house soon...it had been years since I last saw them...

Gosh... my nervous system is wrecking now...ehhhhhhhhh...clam down!!! I am...ahahaha...XD

Seeing show now so I think that will help...hehehe...so byes...sayonara...

Karma (GAME-Tales of the Abyss) - BUMP OF CHICKEN

My wonderful day!!! XD

2008-12-28T09:57:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today was the best day ever!!! XD I am so happy!!! :]

Today I went to get the merit bursary thing at CHIJ toa payoh sec...

A person whom I never dreamt of sitting with sat beside me!!! XD

He is called Jonathan...so cool...hahaha...XD Gosh!!! o_O A dream come true!!!

Then I was able to talked to a person whom I had troubles talking to!!! :]

I am so happy!!! Next I went to meet Michelle at City Hall...go buy boots at Lavender...

Beach Road...took ages to find that place...that sell the boots... =.=

Finally got my boots...yay!!! XD There was so many army stuff over there...it was so damn cool!!! XD

Next we went to pop @ central...spent quite a long time there...the Mee Siam was superb!!! Hehehe...

But very expensive...After that we went to ART FRIEND...lots of stuff there...o_O

Finally we went back to popular to buy our stuff...michelle left early and me and my mum stayed on later...

We finally finished our shopping and went to the library and then to Hans to eat dinner... XD

Yosh!!! I ate fish and chips and for dessert was a STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE!!! XD

At last we reached home and then nighties...there is drill tomorrow so got to go so byes...sayonara...

Merry Christmas!!!! XD

2008-12-25T00:23:00.000-08:00

~~~~~~~~~Merry Christmas!!!~~~~~~~~

Wishing everyone a happy year ahead. :]

May everything will go your way. >.<

May God Bless you all too!!! XD

Matsu!!! Here is a new anime I have found...its called Kuroshitsuji! XD

It is scary!!! Woooooo!!!! But I love it!!!! The Sebestian was so cool!!!!

Plus he is a akuma!!!! Kyahhhhh!!!! I love it!!!! So I am going to introduce this anime to you!!!

I am!!!! Wahahaha...XD I am so happy!!! Wahahaha...XD Okay here is the video!

I got to go for now so byes...sayonara...

Stuff the past few days... XD

2008-12-22T05:05:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am back to blogging again!!! I was busy the past few days...
Had lots of stuff going on and there will be more coming for me!!!
Hehehe....XD I got selected to be a student leader in the Sec1 orientation camp!!! >.<
Yay!!! But sadly there will be Drill Camp for us when my cute cousin are in singapore!!! T.T
Nooooooo!!! Argh!!! I can't stand it!!! Nvm...well...last week I went to the GB christmas celebration at YCK church...
Met the BB and GB girls...had a nice dinner-buffet...liked the turkey and the mash potato the most!!! XD
There was this song played during the session called Who am I...it was so nice and we got to "play" candles... >.<
It was really fun!!! Oh...and there is one day when I went out in toa payoh and saw this funny advertisment:
For the six men in Toa Payoh who walked around naked in their bedroom. Think for others...[ Ikea's ad]
I was kinda shocked though...hahaha...XD Now...I got to pack my room coz it is in a total mess...hehehe... ^.^
I am going to get ready for next year...go go go!!! XD Shucks...I am going to meet the Sec1...all of them next year!!!
Wooo...then I will be going for the drill competition and Ms Wang may allow me to go to the NDP thing I hope...
Ohoooo!!! I am a really busy girl...Weeeee...I am free!!! I think so... o_O
I am kinda scared of next year though...new teacher, new classmates, new things to study and new enviroment...
Arrrrrhhhh...I am thinking to much...okay...I got to go now so byes...sayonara... >.<

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

2008-12-14T08:38:00.000-08:00

Here is the video I promised...anime are getting nicer now of these days...hahaha!!!XD I hope you will enjoy it and love it...plus you will go watch the other episodes too...hehehe...>.<>

Church celebration...? :]

2008-12-14T05:36:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today was a really fun day!!! XD

I went to Stella's church for a celebration...should be...I think...

She invited me and Michelle but sad thing that Michelle couldn't make it...

She went to Malaysia on a holiday so I am the only one there...hehe...

Was kinda weird at first coz lots of people I don't know there...o_O

Plus they speak in chinese as it is a chinese teenagers group....that is what I remember...

I was too used to the english one with Amy and my other church friends...hahaha...XD

But it was quite interesting and the game was fun to...hahaha...XD

It is the pass sago seeds with the spoon in our mouth with alternate person on a chair...

Then we eat buffet!!! I love the chicken!!! >.<

Next I company Stella to her choir!!! I tried singing too...It was so cool!!! >.<

The person conduting was funny too...hahaha...XD

I had a great time there too!!! Well...I got home and watched a anime...

It is called Tales Of The Abyss!!! OMG!!! It is so cool!!! But not compared to Clannad though...

Hehehe...Clannad is still the best!!! Well...I will intro a video to you the next post...

I got to go for now so...byes...sayonara...

2 more days to Fahrenheit concert in Singapore!!! >.<

Cousin coming to singapore to!!! Haruka and Seina!!! Ahhhh!!! XD

Nice scences in Clannad... :]

2008-12-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

I hate this town. Since its filled with memories I'd rather forget.

I go to school everyday...make idle talk with friends...

...then return to a home I'd rather not...

Will anything ever change...if I keep going like this?

Will such a day ever come?

Red Bean Bread! Do you like this school?

I love it very much. But nothing can stay the same forever.

A girl I've never seen before. Her words weren't directed at me.

Perhaps she was talking to someone in her mind.

Everything fun...Everthing happy...can't stay the same forever.

Even then can you continue to love this place?

You just have to find something. You just have to find something new.

...that's fun or happy... Come on. Let's go.

We begin to climb...this long,long hill...

If you would like...shall I take you with me?

To the place in this town where wishes come true...

What are you doing here? Did you leave something at my house?

Uh, no, I was just taking a walk. What were you doing?

Reciting lines from a play.

It's a play that I want to perform when the theater club reforms.

Oh, so they were lines...

I always practice here. Since you were here, I had you watch my performence.

So you're up to getting the theater club back together?

Yes. I don't know how much I can do, but I'm thinking I'll give it my best.

I see. Yes.

Okay! We need to get members or else we won't get anywhere.

Let's make a flier for recruiting members. Yes.

It would be good to make the date after the Founder's Festival. Yes.

It's done! Isn't it missing something? Really?

How about adding, " The cutest president on campus will be waiting"?

The cutest president on campus will... Um, is that... Who else?

If you write that, some stupid guys might fall for it.

I wouldn't want people to come for that!

Besides, you're more suitable as the president!

I've told you yesterday that I'm only helping.

I'm not interested in theater.

Even if the theater club goes active, I won't join.

You won't? You have to be the center of things.

The president makes the final decision in the end.

You even have a play you want to perform, right?

But, will I be able to do it? Get your act together.

You can write this flier as you like, too.

As I like... Then, can I draw a illustration that I like?

Sure. Since only words is bland...

Okay! Then... Dango, Dango, Dango, Dango. Big Dango Family.

It's done! That's something that was popular a while back...

Yes! The Big Dango Family! I love it!

Why The Big Dango Family of all things?

It died off a long time ago!

But it's still cute to me. You don't think it's good?

Ahh, if you think it's good, then go with it. I did say to do as you like.

Pork Cutlet! This is a charm to cheer myself on.

It's to give myself a favourite dish as a reward if I can do my best.

It's strange, isn't it? No, it isn't.

Rather than pork cutlet, let's get a Big Dango Family and bring it home.

After we get the fliers posted. Yes!

Furukawa! Okazaki-san.

Are you an idiot or something?!

It's raining so you should have gone home!

But we would have missed each other, if you would have come when I was gone.

There was no proof that I'd come was there?!

But you did come. You always help me.

So I wanted to at least be able to play basketball with you. To return the favour.

What are we going to do in this rain?

Then let me see you take a shot.I want to see it.

I've never seen a shot from a basketball player up close.

You take position like this and shoot, right?

Unlike me, you won't shoot underhand, right?

My right arm doesn't go up.

I got in a fight with my pops when I was in my third year of middle school and injured my right shoulder.

My arm won't go any higher than my shoulder. I can't basketball anymore.

I... I'm sorry... I... Furukawa!

I... keep... troubling... you...

Furukawa! Furukawa. Furukawa!

You idiot! You shouldn't be outside! I wanted to see you no matter what. You in your uniform.
Tomoya-Kun. Congratulations on graduating.
Nagisa...I graduated...
Yes.
I won't ever be a student at that school again.
I hated school, but if it was with you, I wanted to spend all my time there forever.
My student life was rotten as hell, but the last year I spend with you was fun.
I was happy! I should have repeated, too, after all.
Tomoya-kun. You can't stop like that.
If you can move on, then you should. Please move on.
I'll do my best for another year. Tomoya-kun. Can we hold hands?
You idiot. You're fever is going to go up again.
Just for a little. I want to walk holding hands with you.
I wanted to keep on walking without stopping...walking on and on...
even the endless uphill climb...just the two of us...

Clannad and Clannad After Story Rocks to the Core!!! XD

2008-12-07T07:24:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I love Nagisa and Okazaki!!! XD

Last night I stayed up late watching Clannad!!! XD

It was so nice and touching...I cried till I had swollen eyes today!!! ><.

I could see this anime again and again without getting bored...

It just have this really strange feeling when I am watching it... o_O

I just want to have that kind of school life and pure love too...

Behind every story of each anime character...shows there is love in everyone.

A love that I wish I could have too!!! ^.^ I wish I could find a guy as good as Okazaki too!!!

He is so cute when he takes care of nagisa and gives her confidence!!!

Ahhhh... ._. the kind of lovely life!!! Summer school life!!! Life in Japan!!!

If my life was like this anime!!! A loving family with such good friends and such a pure heart...

Things that is so impossible in Singapore...will Singapore have four seasons and such nice sakura trees?

More and more ppl in broken famalies, lots of quarrels even in political world, more fights and dropouts...

Will life ever be as peaceful as this anime??? I hope it may come true in some way... :]

I really admire the person who made up this anime or BL game! Such nice and touching story...

Such nice words and stories from each character! I wish I am able to create a story as nice too!! XD

Clannad After Story!!! XD

2008-12-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Well...that is the best part I can find though...I hope you enjoy it...The anime is so damn cool!!! The girl Nagisa and the guy Tomoya are so cute!!! Hehehe...XD Enjoy the japan's kind of anime school life man!!! I am so sorry but I can't get the funny part in though but if you want to see the whole episode go to Crunchyroll to see...the video quality there is better and there are the funny parts too!!! >.<

Clannad after story!!! XD

2008-12-05T09:04:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I got something I am dying to tell everyone!!! XD

I just join crunchyroll and I found this anime!!! >.<

It is somehow the best anime I ever seen!!! @.@

It is about life after school!!! It's graphis is so nice!!! ^.^

Omg!!! o_O I can't help but go crazy!!! Ahahaha!!! XD

The characters inside are so cute and handsome!!! :]

There is a book of it!!! I absolutely must go buy it!!!

It is japan school life and love life and all about LIFE in Japan!!!

Arhhhh!!! I want to go Japan!!! I want summer school love...

If Singapore ir my life would be like a anime...haiz... ._.

This anime is actually fom a BL game and it was turned into a anime...

I somehow notice that BL games that turned to anime are always nice animes...

Hahaha...xp...funny me...that is of course...hahaha...

I will show you the anime on my next post if can...yosh!!!

It is going to be so cool!!! Wahaha!!! XD

C.C Lemon C.C Lemon!!! XD

2008-12-03T10:35:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Haven't been blogging for so long...

Was busy with activities like going out with my family... >.<

On Tuesday I went to Douby Ghaut with my family...

We went to see a painting exhibition!!! @.@

There were lots of beautiful painting...imagine...

A stroke can make a difference in a painting...so cool!!! XD

Next we went to Plaza Singapura and shopped at Diaso and Spotlight...

I bought a pin board, a personal bowl, air-drying clay, earphones and a white bear!!! >.<

It is a bear...a old one...so I can doddle on it and it will be my very own bear!!! XD

I would like everyone to come doddle on it if you want...hahaha...xp

Oh...and I also reshifted my room for next year!!! Yay!!! ^.^

I am going to start doing stuff for the coming next year!!! Yup...

Or...am I too eager or fast??? o_O Uguu...but I can't wait... ._.

I got to go now...byes...sayonara... :]

13 more days to Fahrenheit concert in singapore!!! >.<

Ikea's way!!! :]

2008-11-30T06:12:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today I went to Ikea!!! It rocks my life!!!

They sell this green cushion and I love it!!! XD I want to buy it!!!

Their layouts of the rooms is so cool!!!

I want to have that kind of studio when I grow up!!!

Wahahaha!!! XD I am thinking of my future life man!!! Hehehe...xp

The place was so crowded!!! o_O I almost got lost...

But the place was like a fantasy world!!! Full of stuff toys too!!! >.<

I went to Ikea to see my mother coz she is working there,,,

Brought my neighbour along and it was raining when we got off the bus...

Reached there soaking wet...=.= Then we made away to the cookery section...

Saw my mum and was introduced to a chef called Simon...

He looked kinda like Tin Tin though...hahaha...o_O

Went to try making our own buns...hehehe...XD

First attempt was a failure coz I put too much flour... T.T

Second one was a success!!! Yay!!! >.<

But the rolling of the dough was difficult coz it kept breaking...=.=

We stayed for a while until it was dinner time...ate fishball noodle at nearby food centre...

Went back home after that...sads...wanted to stay there longer... :x

Fun Day!!! I got to go so...byes...sayonara... :]

My Imagination of meeting Fahrenheit in real!!! XD

2008-11-28T09:37:00.000-08:00

Konbanwa!!!

I suddenly remember Yuan Ting or is it Stella told me something...

About this girls who are total fantics of the jonas brothers... o_O

They made a video about them loving the jonas brothers on youtube!!! >.<

Then they became famous and got to go on a talkshow with the jonas brothers!!! @.@

So good!!! Will it happen to me if I do the same? Will I get to meet them in real???

If I can I will!!! I want to...but I am too shy...hehehe...>.<

I really wish there will be a day when I get to meet them in real!!! XD

Then it will be the best day ever and I wish that tomorrow will never come...

Haiz...back to reality...this may never happen...but I will work hard for that!!!

Yes!!! Jia yous jin feng!!! :]

I hate those ppl who bully my bro!!!

2008-11-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

Matsu! "Punch punch!!! No bullying allowed in my life!!!"
Today is the day that this freking bunch of kids who made me so angry!!!
They bullied my brother...and act cool right front of me...and did not even they are wrong!!!
This fat girl in pink was so @#$%*&/!!! She gave me a kao bei look!!! I could kill here at the spot!!!
They bullied my brother and almost hurt the passerbys with the soccer ball!!!
They kicked the soccer ball so high that it almost went into a house!!!
Argh...I never felt so angry before...this buch of kids!!!
They think they are so cool coz they scold a few bad words and have one whole group to bully my brother!!!
I will show you what it feels like to be humiliated by me!!! One person is enough!!!
I will show you hell!!! Argh!!! Bully my brother and you will get hell from me!!!
Okay...I have vent all my anger already...so I guess that is the evil me!!!
Hahaha...XD I am the good jin feng now... :] So...I guess no one will bully him again...XD
Well...see you next time...sayonara! :]

Cinamon Roll!!! >.<

2008-11-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I love Cinamon Roll!!! =w=

My mum had a part time job at Ikea and it is in the bakey...

She brought back some Cinamon Roll for me... o_O

It is so nice!!! I had been ages since I last ate such nice stuff!!!

And it was baked by my mum...she never does stuff like this for a long time! >.<

I am so happy!!! XD I hope there will be more in the future...

Everyone who reads this post must try Cinamon Roll too... XD

It is so delicious!!! Oh...and you must apperciate if your mum cooks you proper food...

Cause mine only cooks vegetable and no meat and appreciate your parents...

Wah!!! T.T I miss my father!!! He cooks the best food on earth!!!

Well...thats all for today...so sayonara!

GB day-donation...

2008-11-26T02:21:00.000-08:00

"Drawing by me...-Guitar Hero! XD"
Matsu!!! Today is Gb flag day...
Well...met Stella and Rachel in the bus...
Reached school and saw Vanessa and Yuan Ting...
Got the bags from Ms Tan then whooo!!! We go ask for donation...
Well...we decided to walk to junction 8...
Then when we reached juntion 8,OMG!!! So many people were asking for donation... =.=
So...we went out and walked towards Raffles Institution...
I was the only person who didn't ask for donation... :(
Then, there was this guy who was walking towards us... o_O
I went up to him and asked for donation and he was like " Donate how much?"
Hahaha...XD So cute...in the end he donated to me $1.40...yay! First person!
Next we went to the bus interchange...stood there for like one hour...haiz...
Got rejected alot of times...T.T But there was this super cute little boy came up to me...
He donated $1 and I gave him a sticker and he smiled!!! XD So cute!!! >.<
I wish my brother can be this cute... xp

After 1.15, we went for lunch...wahahaha...XD at KFC...

It was then when I saw Fahrenhiet on the Mac's TV!!! XD

Kyah!!! =w= We had lunch then we went for another round of donation asking...

Saw Jennifer and her kempo friends on the way...we also saw Jamie and her Han Wen...XD

After a while we went to the second level there to play Guitar Hero on Xbox...hahaha...XD

It was so fun...but I think I am the noobest...since I don't really play this kind of stuff...

We even played with the piano...yup...I wish my mum will buy one for me!!! >.<

Finally we went back to school and return the bag... A load off!!! Yay! :]

Went to buy drinks...saw Wee Hong at the bubble tea store...=.=

He is as irritating as ever...arh... @#%?$&*

Met Jia Jun at the bus stop...hahaha...xp

After that home sweet home... >.<

Holiday so boring... =.=

2008-11-25T03:26:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! I am back!!! From my slumber... @.@
Holidays are so boring...nothing to do...arhhhh...
I want to go out with my friends!!! Can't wait for december!!!
Just talked to my best friend- Anyi, two nights before...
Been ages since I talked to her, she is the most fun to talk to!
We decide to go out together to bugis and do shopping...
Maybe window shopping...hahaha...XD
Well...I hope there will be activities for the coming week...
I am cooped up at home...so boring... =.=
I want to go out and be crazy for one whole day... >.<
You noe...like go to shopping malls and make a fool out of myself...woooo...XD

I want the whole world to know how crazy I am...
I may probably run to mediacorp and ask them to flim me going crazy...
Since the place is so near my house...and then I will be on headline news...XD
"CRAZY GIRL IN SINGAPORE." A girl name To Jin Feng, age 14, from whitley sec.
She was found in the shopping malls with ppl fliming her going crazy. How daring!
Wahahaha...XD I will be famous and will become a actress! I will go for Taiwan!!! >.<
Then I get to meet Fahrenhiet!!! Woooo!!! Danson too...yayaya!!! >.<
Aha...I am going crazy now...so see you next time when I am a actress!
Okok...back to normal me...today, I am going to share with you a nice song!
It is called Treasure, a japanese song, sing by Fahrenhiet!!! Kyah!!! >.<
フェイルンハイ- Fahrenheit in Jap!!! Hahahahahaha!!! XD
Please enjoy!!! Sayonara...byes...

Fahrenheit all-asia tour concert!!! XD

2008-11-23T10:07:00.000-08:00

Konbanwa! It is late at night yet I am still awake...

Why? Why? Why? Coz...there is something bothering me...

That is...飞轮海 is coming to Singapore soon!!! OMG!!! o_O

I want to go to their concert!!! But it will feel very weird...

You noe...with all the crazy fans...@.@ I am not like them...

I would rather see them from afar...wooo...mysterious me...XD

Don't you think it is weird to scream like sheet at a concert?

I want to see them in person still...I want to!!! Arhhhhhh...

I can't stand it anymore!!! But...then again...the tickets cost a bomb...

What should I do??? Go beg my parents? Work? Or...save money?

Think thnik think...I am winnie the pooh...sitting on the thinking log... >.<

I can't stand it le...aiya...I go sleep le...byes...nights...

Fahrenhiet all-asia tour concert ticket!!!!!!!!! XD

终极一家 funny part...

2008-11-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! My concious told me that if I don't post this video, I will regret for life. T.T So I posted it...its really very funny...for me I think...hope you find it funny too...and you will even love the whole series too...coz I am a person who fell for it too...hahaha...XD

终极一家! :]

2008-11-23T01:12:00.000-08:00

Matsu! Today, I am going to intro you a series I have been seeing...
It is called 终极一家. It is a comedy series...it rocks!!! XD I love it!!!
The characters are 夏天, 夏美, 夏宇, 夏流, 雄哥, 葉死人, 盟主, 脩, 蘭陵王 and 寒.
They are the main people who have powers...except 葉死人, he used to have powers too...
The 夏 family are one cute family. That is their special triat...hahaha...XD
They are really cute people and will make small things into big trouble...haha...XD
But they will always survive all the hardships...cute family... =w=

STORY LINE

Beside our own space and time, there are eleven other dimensions exist side by side with 魔界, a dimension where evil resides. And this story began in the Gold dimension where 大东 and his gang lived and fought the dark forces from 魔界. After the gang lost all their powers in the last battle, 脩 travelled to other dimensions to find 大东's alternate self. His search led him to a boy named 夏天 in the Iron dimension. The boy's incredible power is sealed away by a 封龙贴 on his neck. If he could harness the boy's power, the boy can save all the worlds from falling into the hands of 魔界.

Anime Fest!!! XD

2008-11-22T05:32:00.000-08:00

Matsu!!! Today is the day of Anime Fest!!! Wohooo...XD
Lots of manga, figurines, anime and cosplayers!!! @.@
There's a new animation(movie)coming up...its called "Sky Walkers"
Well...there's a second day of the Anime Fest...
I hope my neighbour can go so I can follow her... >.<
I really hope that I can go coz there will be more cosplayers...
Then I hope there will be lesser people so I can see the exhibition
Coz...I am like a dwarf among the GIANTS... T.T
Arhhh...my legs are hurting...walk like for whole five hours...
I went around the exhibition hall like 4 times but still I feel no satisfication...
So...please GOD!!! Let my neighbour go with me!!!

TODAY

I waited for Angeline in Tpy MRT for 10 mins...retribution for being late for drill T.T
Then we went to City Hall platform and waited for Felicia...yay! She arrived!
Her outfit was ghotic but not her hair...haha XD Her shoes are nice...
Next...we waited for like half an hour...finally...Rui Min arrives!!!
Well...Jamie says she will be coming at 1.30 with her Han Wen...
So...of we go...to eat lunch...Mac Donalds!!! >.<
Lots of cosplayers there!!! There's Vampire Knight one too!!! Kyahhh...
After eating we went and bought the entrance tickets...long queue... o_O
But we got to counter within mins...amazing...hehehe...xp
Yea! Our very first step to the Anime Fest was made!!!
Loads of people...almost got lost... =.=
So many people squeezing at the exhibition there...no chance to even see it for a sec...
Hmph...selfish...but...its quite a experience of seeing so many figurines and manga
We went a few rounds and finally found Jamie...with...her Han Wen...hahaha...XD
Finally...I was able to get some pics...haha...yes!!!
Walking for so long...we got bored...so we decided to leave...
At the exit...I saw my friend!!! With her pink bunny... :]
We went to suntec and walk around...oh...there is a cosplay shop also!!!
OMG!!! If someone buy that vampire knight cosplay clothes for me...
I will...I will...do whatever they want me to do...Yes...I will keep my word...
Next we went to eat...I ate Chicken Curry...so yummy...
Sadly...after all this we have to go home... :(
Its a fun day after all...

My new blog!

2008-11-21T05:04:00.000-08:00

Matsu! Hello! 你好! A new start for the new jin feng!
The previous blogs are so long like grandma story...
So...this is the new new blog!
Three cheers for me! HIP-HIP-HORRAY! (x3)
Well...the previous one is thrown to the dump...
Busy seeing series show on youtube...hehehe...xp
Will update about the things I am doing soon...

TODAY

We had drill today...and I was late...=.=...
blame it on the alarm...T.T
Learnt how to do ke-kenan and ke-kiri on march today...

It was quite difficult though...
Oh...there was Npcc today...haha XD

Saw my junior Jun Hui...>.<

Ya...and there is Anime Fest tomorrow!!! I must go!!!

Thanks to Angeline...I can go!!! If not I can't go le...

I think there will be people cosplaying there...yeah!!!

Well...I got to sleep early for tomorrow...if not late...

So...see you next time...Byes...Sayonara...再见...Tata...